Yeah, you would think I would learn that lesson sooner or later. ;)

And it's a good thing. Because I can tell you as a firm believer, Karma is a b*tch.

As if anyone else was actually using it.
We are doing this thread a favor.
In fact we might actually use it as it was originally intended.
I figure we paid the thread a great compliment by hi-jacking it.


lol

I believe you. Just know...now you owe me cookies.

So not fair. And why would you ever give your mortal enemies cookies? Unless you are a peacemaker...
Peace.

Well. You just send them on over this way then, I will take care of 'em.

I dunno. Hey Katrina, you are cute as hell.
And I'd love to try your cookies. ;)

Coldplay - Vive la Vida

Night

Thanks everyone, I am doing well tonight.

...Breathe...













....Breathe...

Hello everyone! I'm new to this thread, thought I'd give it a shot.

Good evening!

I guess my three people would be...

Jesus
Frued
and
Plato

All 3 at the same time. Let the games begin.

Grkboy: "You're torturing yourself for this woman, and it'll get worse when she meets a guy she likes and wants to date him...or when she complains how she can't meet any decent guys." - That probably is the most painful part, it always is though.

Elainseekingjerry: Haha, thank you! I wish you all the happiness in the world! Though if you could save a little for me that would be awesome.

Sluggo: Gah, you are right. And I refuse to go to that movie. Unless it is with my significant other...which I have none...obviously.

Thanks again everyone. Helped me get some perspective on the whole situation. I think my mind may finally be on the right track to finding a way out.

Thank you so much everyone.
It is comforting to know I am not the only one out there who gets into this sort of blunder.
Strangely it is also comforting to have someone else tell me it is a freaking impossible situation. It lets my mind rest a bit from trying to figure out what to do.

Sandradee + tanyaann: You are right, she is still there. I just be thankful just for that.

PragmaticMind: Thank you for the advice. I will try not to be blinded by my problems. I used to think there was always someone out there for me. I will keep trying to believe that, I guess I have to or my hope is just gone.

wraithme66: You are probably right, once she is happy I will be happy. However having said that, she is miserable. Maybe all of this is just me wanting to make it better. To save her.

Thank you everyone. This helped more than I had hoped.

Here is my problem:

I'm in love with my best friend.

Every moment that I am with her I and I can't hold her, kiss her, and tell her I love her is torture.

But living without her would be unbearable.

I broached the issue with her, she said she can only see me as a friend. But I can't seem to get over her no matter what I try.

I can't continue on like this, and I don't know what to do. Is it just my lot in life to be in pain?

The worst part is the terrible guilt I feel because I know that I am not supposed to feel the way I do, but I just can't help it. So now I am punishing myself for messing up a wonderful friendship on top of being lovelorn and heartbroken.

I am in major trouble here. I think I am a terrible friend. I think I am not worth anything because if the person that knows me better than anyone in the world can't truly love me, who possibly could? My mind is in turmoil and I can't think straight.

Someone please give me some perspective...or just shoot me...anything...

What Would Hulk Do?

The answer is always the same:

SMMMAAAAASSSHHHH!

A lifetime of thoughts,
Every thought a lifetime,
An eterinity.

Sit and think with me,
Ponder life, time, and self,
Inconclusively.

There are no answers,
Only concepts and ideas,
Beauty, love, and hate.

The fountain of youth,
You will find no water there,
But your endless soul.