howdy nick welcome

lol noooo that wasnt the cheesiest thing i've ever read or anything E :P

they both deserve a special place in hell so its a tie

i always know im loved because my friends are awesome speaking of friends can i re-add you?

well there ya are denise i havent seen you around in like forever lol

Am I really so horrid?
In your eyes I am nothing
A rug to walk on when your feet are muddy
Sometimes the keeper of your angry rantings
But never the daughter,
The precious miracle you cried about the day she was born
Tell me why mom?
Those nights you were so angry
Was it really me?
I'm sorry never worked
It just made you more mad
Twenty-one years
And I was just the one to pay the bills
To feel the rage no matter who did what
Such lonely nights those used to be
Heavy footsteps thundered down the hall
Silencing the sobs was impossible
Tell me mom
Why did you not hold me?
Love you never gave is no longer wanted
Tell me mom
Why must things be this way?
I'm sorry you gave up your teen years
These challenges were not my choice
But I'm sorry about them too
Tell me mom
What is it about me that makes you so angry?
Sometimes I just don't understand

I'd probably have to say Chris my best friend Adam and my dad and without getting too mushy here i'd have to say you and suz are in there too

My dad taught me how to be strong no matter what lifes throws this way

Adam taught me its okay to not hide in the shadows that sometimes makin a fool of yourself can be fun because we all gotta live a little

And then there's you Suz and Chris all of you taught me friendship is the strongest weapon when things are really messed up. the world is retarded and not everyone will accept me for me including all the little "differences" those who dont arent real friends those who do are the best friends one could ask for and without those i just mentioned i really dont know what kind of shape my life would be in today

thanks you guys

Heck yea

i hate men i'd much rather have some ice cream right now lol

ya dont need to change i think you're wayyyyy awesome meh not that it means much since im not a guy lol but you're still cool people in my book

LOL thats evil...sounds like fun

thats okay sara i was told my disability would take some "getting used to" UGH MEN!

Love me when I'm happy
Hold me when the days are dark
Tell me I'm pretty, even on the worst hair days
Once a month I'm hard to be around, but make me laugh anyway
Sheltered from the storm
Saved from my broken past
Unaffected by the lies my mother told
Happiness now has a home
Stupid mushy songs dance through my head
Friends look at me like I'm nuts
Perhaps I am but I wouldn't change it for the world
Sweet and intelligent
Simply hearing your name causes a smile
Not a little one
But the big goofy ones that can't be overlooked
My only fear is your discovering this
I don't know what I'd do
If you decided to walk away
So for now I'll keep it hidden
Deep inside because I know everything is okay...
It always will be
As long as your by my side
Hero's do exist
They don't always leap tall buildings in a single bound
Sometimes they mend mutilated hearts and renew old forgotten dreams
My hero saved this hopeless heart
Though he cannot fly
Nor throw cars
In my eyes he is Superman
But most just call him Ben

welcome cathy

yes if it was the right person

cake

i like nice guys but they seem to be in short supply and those i find to be nice guys i also find them to be as ignorant as the guys who are jerks

Ignorance
The infection that pulls two apart
His skin is different
She is blind..
On they walk alone in this journey of life
He can make her smile like no one ever has
But ignorance is the mask that hides his eyes,
She is strong and will not be defeated
They simply weren't meant to be...
Ignorance,
Its the razor that severs the bond of friendship
She is always there for him
The best she can be anyway
Still she feels like nothing
Like maybe she belongs on Mars
Self-pity is a hopeless road one must never travel
And so she won't chair or no chair it shouldn't matter
Yet it does,
Ignorance is the disease that kills what might have been
No tears will fall tonight
Pity will not keep her up
After all it is not her loss
It's his
That tug on her heartstrings
Is not sadness but strength
Ignorance is her greatest challenger
It knocks her down at times,
The love of friends and family heals the wounds though
To all you who have been blinded by yourselves I say
Bring it on
I will live to fight another day