Been a long time sence I posted here.

Yup still single.

Nothing wrong with being curious.

Heh, been crushin her a long time.

Hope every thing goes well and they can catch it soon enough.

I watched my best friends father die from it 2 years ago. He hung in there for almost 10 years befor it took him.

Prayers and thoughts are with you.

Wait till they return.

Arrr! not on this day mate..


It has been noticed that the pirates are moving about more. Curious or planning?

The Gnome slowly opens his one eye and peers twords the door way. "Good it is still dark aand the moon shines brightly" with that the gnome quitely climbs from his small bed, packes a few items in a small pouch, grabs his walking stick and quitely heads out of his small home. Looking to the sky as he steps out the door he is in deep thought and begins to walk away from the small home.

"I must make town with in time" he mutters to himself.

The gnome sits quitely in front of the small fireplace, taking long slow pulls from his long pipe.

"Zanaru.." The gnome speeks

"Yes, Klem?"

"I think that I shall return to the inn and try my luck again.." takeing another puff from his pipe.

"Will you be gone long this time?"

"I'm not sure. You know how my travels end most of the time"

"Yes, Klem, and I hope that you always return home safely."

"You know me, Zanaru, I always have plenty of tricks" As he winks at her with a grin.

"I think I shall take my leave in the morn.." The gnome says gently placeing his pipe on the table.


The gnome walks to his room and falls asleep..

"Well, Namaru, tomarrow I think we also shall go on a journey.." The tall woman leans her head on the beests shoulder. Both stareing into the flames of the fire.

So, I dated this girl once appon a time and we talked all the time on the phone and were together for about 5 months when she decides to tell me that she was to buisy and due to the distance facter didn't see it going any where but still loved me blah blah blah but we can try again when shes done with school and such... any ways.. I have been talking to this other girl now for about 5 months. I didn't think it was going to go any where and then out of the blue she tells me how interested in me she is and so on and so forth. So we go out on a date and things lead into more things blah blah blah.. I get a text from her the next day telling me she does not want a relationship right now but she really likes me and wants to be with me but her life is unbearable right now and asks me if I will wait for her. She has not stopped talking to me and has not told me to stop contacting her.. hmmmm

Is this a typical way to dump a guy? lol

Being over the old love is the easy part. not loving them is the hard part. Don't misunderstand my point. I think it is possible to love more then one person. But to be IN love with some one is another story. I will not sleep nor will I tell some one I love them until I am IN love with them. I am not the type that can simply toss away my past and never think of it again. The leelings may change but my love for some one will never change.... things that make ya go hmmmmmm.. lol

I don't think my love for some one dies. I tend to be the one that suffers the broken heart the most. The what ifs and the why's tear me appart. The only thing that helps is the feeling of having another special some one there to keep my attention and focus on. *sigh*

I think after so many years of being with some one and being 200% loyal to them you just pass off these "gestures" as "normal" from other women. Then when you are single you just don't think with the correct head any more..

Taken on a single ride...

"ZANARU!!" comes a muffled voice from with in the small room.

laughing the tall woman enters the small room "Yes?"

"Zanaru, get this beast off me!" Says the small Gnome

"Oh, Klem, He loves you tho!"

"Is that why he insists on drooling on my face? *sigh* I think I'm going to be sick. What do you feed this beast?"

Laughing, "Namaru, come here and leave the little man to his rest."

The rather large, green scaled beast spits out the head of the gnome and jumps to the floor with a loud thud. Turns and licks him once befor returning to the side of the woman.

Mumbling the gnome slowly climbs from his small rest area, wipeing the drool from his face.

"I think I need to get a door"

"Oh come now, Klem, don't be upset"

Walking past the woman and her pet "I'm not upset. I just wish that thing had less teeth and better breath." Patting the beast on the head as he walks by.

laughing the woman turns and follows the gnome into the larger room. "I made you some breakfast this morning! I hope to hear about your latest travels"

"Ah yes, This latest one you shall enjoy much I think"

The woman fetches the gnome a bowl of food from the cauldron hanging over a small fire.

She places the bowl in front of the gnome and sits accross from him and awaits his story...

Slowly the gnome recounts his events at the tavern. Explaining all the details and what was going thru his head...

LOL I can imagine. After the 3rd shift job I took on a job as a welder and thinking nothing about it I tack welded all day long with out a helmet on and fried my face and neck to the point of getting blisters.

I enjoy having a tan but it has just been so many years that I have had one that it just seems strange to finally see myself getting a real tan again.

So I worked 3rd shift for 8 years and rarely seen the sun. I remember when I was younger My father and I would always compare the darkness of our tans.

Any ways. I have been spending alot of time out side as of late and got a mild burn the other day. I must say that looking at myself now makes it seem like I was rolling around in the dirt even tho I just got out of the shower. Feels kinda strange.

This ever happen to any one else?

My youngest sons binkie.... nuff said.

Don't listen to others opinions. Take control of your life and the teachings of your child. It is with in your power to have a loving influence on your child. They know this and believe in it. Stand by your child and enforce your beliefs on them. It's all in love for them and when they realize that the better off they will become and stronger.

Cherish your child and be strong for them. It is all that matters.