hello all im new to this site and i just want to say ever sence i lost my husband in 2011 i cannot find someone who will treat me they way i want to be treated and not long distance either i just broke it off with a guy near me turns out he didnt want me to question his actions rather go do other things rather then spend time with me i thought thats what a relationship was to spend time together not text and say i love you wtf i have had so many failed relationships i am about ready to say screw it and stay alone the rest of my life can anyone plz give me your imput on this situation thanks

hello all im new to this site and i just want to say ever sence i lost my husband in 2011 i cannot find someone who will treat me they way i want to be treated and not long distance either i just broke it off with a guy near me turns out he didnt want me to question his actions rather go do other things rather then spend time with me i thought thats what a relationship was to spend time together not text and say i love you wtf i have had so many failed relationships i am about ready to say screw it and stay alone the rest of my life can anyone plz give me your imput on this situation thanks