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Sat 10/25/08 09:01 PM
foolish

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Sat 10/25/08 06:42 AM
truthfully....yes I have

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Sat 10/25/08 06:41 AM
very single..bigsmile

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Sat 10/25/08 06:18 AM
devil's concubine...:wink:

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Sat 10/25/08 05:21 AM

so I got to thinking today (shocking discovery)
and I Don't understand why women stay with men who treat them terribly


CAN SOMEONE F'N EXPLAIN THIS!?!?!?



their self esteem was tarnished way before you ever came into the picture...unfortunately being treated badly is a familiar feeling to them and they are looking for that feeling again...although I believe subconsciously...because it may be all they really know...frown

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Sat 10/25/08 05:16 AM
TLC......LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF IT.....love

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Sat 10/25/08 04:39 AM
lies.....mad

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Sun 10/19/08 11:45 AM
you linger within me, I cannot forgive myself for the heartache i caused, but you...your soulful stare, your embedded lust, your undying trust laced with adoration...you...with the galaxies for eyes...you...I ache for you..take care of the heart i held within me..for your it's keeper now...:cry:

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Sun 10/19/08 05:42 AM
Always and forever
I promised to you
I'll hand you my heart
Of black and blue

I'll give you the night
Every diamond and star
Any treasure you want
It won't matter how far

I'll build you a castle
Away from all else
With nobody around
Just you and myself

I'd fill it with mirrors
To show you your face
This beauty I've found
Reflecting your grace

And at night in our bed
I would kiss you so softly
With every breath of pleasure
I'd take over your body

I'd confine you to me
With the finest red ribbon
I'd watch you all day
This prize I've been given

You're my favorite thing
And I won't give you up
Not even for sunlight
And the warmth of its touch

Your eyes screamed to me
I had sewn shut your mouth
You were starting to cry
I won't let you out

I unlocked the chains
That would bind you forever
Your body was shaking
Blood poured as I severed

We'll last for eternity
Within my own reason
You heart's in a jar
I loved you to pieces...pitchfork

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Sun 10/19/08 05:31 AM
highly unlikely...:cry:

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Sun 10/19/08 01:56 AM
x'lnt write...flowerforyou

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Sat 10/18/08 07:27 PM
I kissed an angel
And stood in awe and wonder
at perfection revealed
His purity burnt my corrupt flesh
His innocence astounded me
Every touch struck a crushing blow
As he brought shame to my empty heart

Loveless I played
and tried to discover the passion I should feel
But there was nothing
But bitter twisted thoughts
I, the devils whore
and He an angel sent from God
I reached up but never touched him
Dazzled by his purity
I once knew, but have long forgotten

The stark brightness of his naivety
shows every stain of my imperfection
Displays my impending condemnation
And as this angel loves
I flee
Ashamed of who I am
Terrified I may destroy this angel
or destroy myself

I desire to love but have no heart
So I return to the shadows
The darkness where I hide my bloodstained flesh
Leaving you to stand in the light, where you belong
To embrace your 'forever after' dreams
which have been banished from my soul