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Wed 07/28/10 04:39 PM

Love your style!!! :heart:
Thank you

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Wed 07/28/10 04:16 PM

Your writes just creep me out. I love reading them.
Did you read (You Should Have Just Called?)

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Wed 07/28/10 11:53 AM
come to the DARK SIDE. HATE IS GREAT

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Tue 07/27/10 07:16 PM
I stay quiet
because a diet of scaring words
would damage my heart
A part of me cares
That part scares me the most
Thats the part that gets played
Fade to me telling you how i feel about you
It must have been like having your first Orgasm
Now is your chance to rip my heart out
Reach inside
Can you feeel it
Squeeze it
Come on, you can do better than that
Feeels good right
PULL IT MOTHERF*CKER!!!!
Now the Dark Side of me can come out
Yes i put myself out there
Everything i said was true
No question
But now that you have shown me the real you
I can do what is natural to me
I can Hate you
No i wont do you any harm
I will even take you call
Give you the best advice
I wont even wish you to fall
I will only wish you to live long enough
So life can Punch you in the F*cking Face
Live long enough
then you will understand where i am comming from
For now i will stand on the side
and act Dumb
Look in the Mirror
Dont Blink
Its just you righteous one
If you are living right
you dont have to worry about anyone
Look into your eyes
What do you see?

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Tue 07/20/10 02:50 PM

Wow. Different.
Thank you for reading itdrinker

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Sat 07/17/10 06:00 PM


This topic is for sexually mature people who are looking for a relationship based on Love (notice the big L); who have variations and nuances in their feelings, not ambiguity.

I wanna live, I wanna give.

I feel love in my gut, not my pants.

Love is more important than sex ? Let's see what that stirs up !



very true, but there are those who believe sexual skill is a stagnate absolute quality and require it for a successful relationship. I am of the opinion that sex is an acquired skill constantly capable of changing and growing based upon COMMUNICATION.
Love ie more important and a seperate issue from sex,, for me.
Sex is more compllcated for woman. If a man doesnt find a willing when ready partner, he should have keep his black book updated, and stay single. There are to many meanings of LOve, even in a commited relationship.

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Sat 07/17/10 05:48 PM

It depends on what your petting.spock
bigsmile

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Sat 07/17/10 05:45 PM
What happens if you Pet it and it doesnt Purr?what

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Sat 07/17/10 05:42 PM
If there is No Sex, I have NO Love. Not enough to stay with the person

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Sat 07/17/10 07:43 AM
I tried to stay away from the Darkness
But i wasnt blessed with the best
brain
Black Blood on my floor
Tape and Rags around my door
The smell of Rot and Incense in the air
Dancing and Prancing
Around the room
Why are you just sitting there
with blood comming out of your wounds
Never blinking
Just a blank stare
Ropes around your pretty thighs
The blue around the ropes
match your eyes
I call them love marks
Love you to Death Baby
mean It
I cant wait to see the maggots
oooze out of your open Sores
Pretty pretty marks
from which they will pour
I like the company
Its better than being alone
You could have just called me
I would have called you back
you think you will be up to
A romp itn the Sack?
You can be on top
Stop
Dont be shy
I want to feel the cuts on you Back
Yea like that
Dont stop
Get it
get it
I know you like the way
I Hit It
I wonder how long our relationship
wil last?
I know we had our ups and downs
in the past
But this time i think we are going to make
So lets take it
To the Grave

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Fri 07/16/10 04:25 PM
You were like a footprint
A doormat
I chased you down
I wore you out
Made you bare the burden of having a Fatherless child
You should have had your eyes open
Not your legs
I didnt have to beg
Enough said
I had no Heart
So how would i know anything about your heart
You were just a Vessel
that i wrestled
to relieved myself
Only thinking about myself
Leaving you to fend for yourself
Just another face i chased
for a taste
of your pink tail
Hell
You wont talk to me
So what
You were just a part
of a worthless nut
with the pain and joy
of knowing you
will always remember me

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Fri 07/16/10 04:24 PM

I cant tell you how many times
i go over in my mind
My Mind
Over and Over
About the things
Over and over
About the things
The Times
The kind
Over and over
I see MY LIfe
The Past
In My Mind
I Wonder
Over And over
Did i really have a chance
I see My LiFe
What thought brought me into this World
My lifE
I know the Action
Over and Over
Was i suppose to be the neXt
My LiFe
So many Stories
The Past
Was there ever HaPpeneSs
My Life
Why didnt it laSt
oVer and Over
I Ask myself
My Life
Was i ment to be Trash
I SeE my life
Windows
wIth Pain
Shattered Dreams
Over and Over
Alcohol BoTtles
Beatings
Over and Over
Records Skipping
over and over
Skipping
Tipping
The Scales
My Ife
Weighing heavY
My Mind
The PaSt
Not Knowing
Who
My liFe
The Life that i lived
Over and Over
Not knowing whY
My LifE
The life That i gave Life to
Over and Over
Me Legacy
My Life
Seems to be
OVER

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Thu 07/15/10 06:02 PM
I cant tell you how many times
i go over in my mind
My Mind
Over and Over
About the things
Over and over
About the things
The Times
The kind
Over and over
I see MY LIfe
The Past
In My Mind
I Wonder
Over And over
Did i really have a chance
I see My LiFe
What thought brought me into this World
My lifE
I know the Action
Over and Over
Was i suppose to be the neXt
My LiFe
So many Stories
The Past
Was there ever HaPpeneSs
My Life
Why didnt it laSt
oVer and Over
I Ask myself
My Life
Was i ment to be Trash
I SeE my life
Windows
wIth Pain
Shattered Dreams
Over and Over
Alcohol BoTtles
Beatings
Over and Over
Records Skipping
over and over
Skipping
Tipping
The Scales
My Ife
Weighing heavY
My Mind
The PaSt
Not Knowing
Who
My liFe
The Life that i lived
Over and Over
Not knowing whY
My LifE
The life That i gave Life to
Over and Over
Me Legacy
My Life
Seems to be
OVER

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Sat 07/10/10 07:07 PM


love lost
and found
and lost again
found but the conditions are different
lost again because the conditions wasnt what you were conditioned to
found again
but you dont know if you are ready
lost because
you took to long
found again
but it looks different, and feels different
lost again
because there was no spark
found again
this time it was a reflection.


adding to your poem


you have found youself
in a reflection of a mirror
as feeling so lost in time
as every where you have looked
everything seem to had been so lost
feeling a passion of kiss open up the new
spark in life as searching for a new beganing
is the new reflection found upon your life
you perhaps are differnt for you have found your
new journry and direction.
a new you, as a fresh new start
NICE

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Sat 07/10/10 12:50 AM
love lost
and found
and lost again
found but the conditions are different
lost again because the conditions wasnt what you were conditioned to
found again
but you dont know if you are ready
lost because
you took to long
found again
but it looks different, and feels different
lost again
because there was no spark
found again
this time it was a reflection.

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Fri 07/09/10 02:05 AM

the honest ones will tell you that they don't want an exclusive relationship. I can respect that. I can't respect liars or cheaters.

I don't believe once a cheat always a cheat. some learn the lesson about how much they hurt others....some don't.

I am not willing to give 2nd chances in a relationship when someone cheated on me. That is a HUGE disrespect for me.
kaysarasara

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Fri 07/09/10 01:58 AM




Well sometimes you have that dessert you are not suppose to. You just dont tell anyone, you just enjoy it while it last.


Ahhhhhhhh my friend....BUT it is dishonest, correct? Usually the other person finds out eventually :wink:
If you a are a dumb cheater, you will get caught. True. But a true cheater knows how not to let cheating become thier life. Just a part of thier life.


well I did say usually. Either way....I have no use for someone like that in my life.
Well hoprfully they tell you up front that they may cheat on you. NOT!

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Fri 07/09/10 01:55 AM

:tongue: in the end of the topic a cheater is not always be a cheater
Always. We just get better at it.

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Fri 07/09/10 01:50 AM


Well sometimes you have that dessert you are not suppose to. You just dont tell anyone, you just enjoy it while it last.


Ahhhhhhhh my friend....BUT it is dishonest, correct? Usually the other person finds out eventually :wink:
If you a are a dumb cheater, you will get caught. True. But a true cheater knows how not to let cheating become thier life. Just a part of thier life.

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Fri 07/09/10 01:38 AM



cheating (IMO) is one of the most hurtful things you can do to someone. I don't give second chances on it. That is a bridge burned immediately. I would just move on.
Isnt it really just a fantasy that we can only have or want one person? Just asking, I think about it myself.


anyone that wants more than one shouldn't be in a monogamous relationship.

If someone wants more than one then either leave the relationship or let the others know you don't want to be exclusive.

If someone wants to "play the field"...I don't care...just be honest about it.

IMO cheating is cowardly. It implies tricks, lies, etc.

Something I have no use for myself

Now if someone is honest with me, then I have a choice to be ok with it or move on, but I could at least respect their honesty
Well sometimes you have that dessert you are not suppose to. You just dont tell anyone, you just enjoy it while it last.