I feel you my brother trust me I feel you I went through the same **** . Chin up yeh keep on swinging 🥊 Your a soldier

Iv recently seperate from the mother of my 2 youngest my daughter turned 2 in February and my son turned 1 in April. Iv watched my mates go through similar and it shattered me watching them fall apart. I found out roughly 3 months into our relationship that my ex had cheated on me all the while she treated me like her worst enemy Push pull Push pull relationship. The whole relationship. Once my daughter was old enough to eat and sleep through the night I was dumped and then ghosted. I had no contact wth my daughter at all. Then she found out about my son. A month and a half before she was due to have my son she begged me to come home so I did with out a second thought! I missed my girls and put the way my ex was acting down to "depression".. the same thing with my son as with my daughter.... but she did it spitefully jumped in the car while I was in the toilet.... took my kids with out a goodbye.... and ghosted me once again.... my daughter then almost 2 was shattered as she was my little shadow..... I was cut off no explanation nothing kick in the nuts..... nothing..... so I gathered my dignity and any amount of courage I had left.... and walked away..... 2 and a half months later she messages me out of the blew carrying on at me for moving 5 hours away with out telling her !!! Like ****ing seriously ! She pulled that shot on me.... wanted to sort us out blah blah blah..... long story short each time she left me SHE WAS WITH A NEW MAN!!! She only ever came back to me because she was lonely after they dumped her because they found out she was cheating on them also...... it's been nearly 9 months and she still won't let me speak to my babies as if I'm the **** **** that ****ed her over......