I've been in hiding, working on music and other projects.
It's good to see that you are taking your works to the next level.
I proud to say I was a fan before the the book, woot woot.

This is awesome, congrats to you.

No, NO!
how can this be
why doth thou lips meet his
alas those lips should be me
and Mine!
Too twisted and warped
this moment in time
Doth thou not remember it
in my eyes you stared
by the fountain
not far from here
with smiles like rhyme
how your lips by sunlight shine
those lips
ruby red as if stained from gold and wine
his unworthy upon yours dine
if only in my greatest pain I think
twas I to offer my name
how Vain was I to imagine us
by this fountain
right after rain
in between a dream and dawn
to share the day until dusk
Damn this old fountain
and the many unanswered wishes
away I will fly and not far from here I'll die
but with one last jester
by your cheek and eye I leave
butterfly kisses
farewell and goodbye




Butterfly Jealousy©2010_Roberto.L

Ninja

The music notes
Across your chest
Calm melodies
Timeless classic
Intensify my love for song
Clarinets and violins
Sweet sorrow in skin



©2010
Roberto.L

..... anyone have a calculator?

hmmm.... to drink, or not to drink?..... I guess I'll crack a beer to that question

Dropping in to say hi and see who was around.



Hi



*Looks around*

Exceptionally amazing, I give it three gold stars and an A+++
very enjoyable read.

With these simple hands
I could build you a kingdom
laying brick after brick
until my finger tips were numb
but I wont
because you're dumb
and that song has been sung
so watch me walk away silly girl
because I unlike you
never run



©APRIL2009 Roberto Loera

A++++++

thank you all.

just a simple mess.

Tired of the ads
tired of the fads
drowsy on the drama
you got packed in those bags

Tired of the impulse
tired of the jokes
nodding off on pharmaceuticals
lowering my pulse

Tired of the tiredness
tired of this
swimming in a sea of scabs
humid in a bogs mist

Chuck rhymes
at mirrors edge
peeking out of tar stain window blinds
gazing upon fake body chalk outlines
on sidewalks in front of a dead garden hedge

bar hopping
name dropping
something popping on a handstand
damn man

no idea where Im going
with this
play it off
leave no witness
unturned
unburned

Look up
I see scrolling pairs of tits that want to hook up
yeah right
a one night - er
only if I was a good write -er
operating under stress to create fie-er
with led pencils
unexpired
not yet retired
not giving up yet
like your friendly neighborhood spider
swinging higher
then Tarzan on steel acrobatic harness wires
good like the years tires
purchased out of sears with a 10% discount on
craftsman pliers
only to the consuming type of buyers
talked into paying for things at a much less cost by only reading a mechanically writen hazardous to the environment with ink dye and some chemical no one knows flyers

take a breath
before your head explodes
and your lungs collapse in your chest
no one like decomposition but farmers
too much of a mess
fight it
fight it
mankind is funny
someone yell out riot

see what happens when you pour gas on paper
and light matches on some napkins

drip
drip..
ten second mind trip
mental kick flip
numbing sensation in my bottom lip
embrace the quick
quick sip and lick
then it off to neverland

tic tic tic
...


©2009APRIL
:Roberto Loera

Perhaps some of us have better eyes then others.
Maybe some of us don't care to believe in some things because there is already a full plate of things to believe in, and some can not believe in such things as monsters because it would contradict what they already believe in.
We know air is real, but we can't see it, unless one would search intently for it and once they find it, simply name it air.
We know Dinosaurs we're real because of fossilized bones, but how real are dinosaurs to humanity?
Is a bird or crocodile a dinosaur, or is a fifty foot reptile walking on two feet, stomping through Tokyo a dinosaur?
Is God a giant man figure sitting on clouds, or is God the very essence of life and love?
Perhaps an idea of hope to keep some from acting outside a productive way of living
Is the Government a source of protection and freedom, never flawed and always right?
Or just a large group of people making plans for the rest of us as they see fit?
Maybe if you get enough people believing in something long enough anything becomes real.
UFO's
Monsters
Gods
Government and ways to live
Who's to say what is real and what is not

Perhaps non of this crap really matters, just what makes you content with your own life, because at the end of the day we all know that we're going to die.
Love or hate
peace or war
poor or rich
Happy or sad
saved or dammed
Good or bad
or right in between everything
How crazy or sane do you want to be?

Alright
get ready
speak now my words aloud
and pretend for just a moment
your voice is mine
together intertwined
through time
crossing over the lines
and your voice becomes mine
and your mind become mine
together reading aloud
the next line

Pu§§y
please forgive me
if this vulgarity
this disfigured heresy
spoken aloud that now
embarrasses me
offends your
our minds
intensively

this one word
this small giant verbal splurge
spoken from you now
the other computer nerd
that chews up nouns
pronouns
verbs
and throws down
when it comes to words
being tossed around

whatever the context
pu§§y does not fit in my world
it's too perplex
for a word so useless
unless specifying a cartoon character
named Felix

A flower
better suited to devour
the weak that cower
and in love showers
the ready
that listen for words of beauty
to embody each of us with such power
so that we could then blossom
and write and speak words
of wisdom

Never pick a bud
unless to smoke it
because in the end you'll be smoked
don't defile a life evil person
no bull§hit
I'll sink your pirate ship
and all your evil deeds along with it
with only one ink drip
to send you into a haunting mind trip
that will make you choke and a silver tongue
to where you cant breath and you quench for it
while running for life's spring edge
I pledge
I'll rip the world out from under you
and you'll trip so hard your mind will split
and with jagged leach teeth
fork your own tongue to become the snake
as you are
with a bloody painful split
and all will know you as
the snake that went so far
as to pick it too quick


Never let a flower bloom and wilt
and fall apart dried of it's essence
it's silky mothering milk
because you can't understand what you do not know
and only the garden feels the guilt
for the flower that didn't quite blossom
killed by the salt in so many tears spilt


Never pick a flower for it's beauty
and only to pick a flower
rather study it's petals
and immortalize them in polish
so as to never wilt and crack
like old hardwood varnish
but instead harness it
and never let it die
but swim in a sea of popery
for eternity
and let new flower grow from it's seeds
to fill the garden for others to see
for they and I
like you and perhaps one day I
let the rest decide
which of those flowers to be plucked
to take for a bride

©April2009
 By: Roberto Loera

I've been lost in the clouds....
sorry to worry you =P

It's writing these, I recommend it to everyone.

Well I think you're aiming towards a revolver type pistol where the (hammer) is being pulled back.
Something you see a lot of in old westerns and some mafia style movies.
What that does is to make the firing rate a tad bit faster.
So instead of you having to pull the trigger and the (hammer) pulling back then releasing to fire the bullet, the (hammer) is already in the ready fire position.

For a more modern style pistol which could be used as an assassination
I would recommend the Springfield XD
I've personally shot one of these as my step father owns two.

it's a very universal handgun which police and military use.
it has the option to change barrels for higher and lower caliber.
it has attachments for laser and flashlight that sit on the front underside of this pistol for tactical shooting, and like most pistols also has the option for a silencer piece which an assassin would use for a stealthy kill.

If I knew what the mentality or style of the assassin in your screen play, I could probably narrow it down to a few types of handguns or even rifles.
If the assassin has military background, you might even consider a blade oppose to the gun.

I hope this helps a little