Why has it been so hard to find you? I have searched for you sometime now. I thought I found you only to loose you. You reappear looking, smelling and smiling differently. However I loose you as quickly as you appear. I have changed and maybe you no longer know who I am. I have matured since we first met. I'm no longer a little girl but a mature woman. Carrying a briefcase of Why. Wow time has ticked away, while looking for you. Please stop appearing only so briefly that I know only your name. Please stay so I may know your your essence. Your power and weakness. I promise in return to share mine with you. So that I may relax when in need. So that you may relax knowing I have your back when you need me. It has been a long journey. I"ll keep looking for you. But Why?