You can be sad and upset. It is a sad thing that after that effort, this had befallen you. Although I believe that God works in mysterious ways, the baby was a means to have you grow into an adult and be the bigger, forgiving person to continue some good times with your ex. He may come into your life again, or be there as a good friend.


The Lord did this for me and my ex, though we loved each other very much, no one was ready to be a parent. My Christian friends told me my relationship wasn't healthy, and that I should end it. Eventually, when it was the right time, God spoke to me and gave me the word through my listening hear when to separate. That it wouldn't be easy, even the new girl I met wouldn't stick around, and that I would learn something even greater that I can keep with me and later in life find that right person. It all happened just as I heard it inside.

Some say God has nothing to do with it. But you tell me , when my ex was already a week late and about to take a pregnancy test, and I ask her to say a prayer (We hoped she was not pregnant by the way) and to call me before work right then and there when she finds out. Then I get a phone call as soon as I hang up and she begins her period with no pregnancy.... I don't care who you are.... That was a miracle displayed for me showing He never left us.



I am not sure if you were ready for the child or not, but be humble, for you have another shot now. You look very young in your photo, so I would imagine there is much that you would like to do before you become a parent. Be thankful, and remember this experience to not repeat it unless you intend on seeing it through. Some are not so fortunate, though all things such as this can be a blessing in disguise.