Thank you all so much for the prayers and kind words. I have been down this past in my mid 30's when I lost my husband to cancer. This is different, the shock, the horror, the visuals. I wish I knew how to post a link here...I would share something with you. He was a brilliant songwriter/singer/musician and we did some things together. I covet your prayers.


Thank you all again!

Thank you

WOW, thank you all for reaching out. I put a post up and on second thought deleted thinking it was too private, personal...

But I am in shock even though I felt this was coming. My boyfriend took his life last week. He was Bi PolarII. A vicious disease. The shock and the visuals are overwhelming me. I have walked this path beofore when I lost my husband to cancer when we were in our mid 30's. This is different. He was a brilliant singer/songwriter and we did a lot of songs together. I wrote a song, took it to him, he read over it twice and said hmmm I'm hearing it something like this" and say down at the keys and played something so incredible....it was savant like.

Thank you for giving me a spot to talk a bit. It helps.

This is my Sophie. aka The Empress.

Are you ready for some football?

You are very kind Shovs, Thank you. I feel like I have been gutted. It is very hard.

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yesterday. when i got a call that the guy i had been dating committed suicide.

"Wish I didn't know now what I didn't know then". Against The Wind~Bob Seger

For Sojourning Soul,

I saw this thread and briefly read thru it. I saw your flag emblem. Just wanted to say thank you for your service. I know your walk has been difficult at times. My Dad was POW/MIA in WWII.

"Could you step aside. You're blocking my view"

Elton John's "Hold Me Closer Tony Danza"

Smoke on the Water by Deep Purple is suppose to say....


"Smoke on the water, and fire in the sky"


We sang, "Slow motion Walter, that fire engine guy"

Why does this bring to mind this question was asked on the Newlywed Game years ago and the woman's answer.......can I say this here????? was "up the butt, Bob (Barker)"

I don't think I could do it with one This size!! I don't go in the ocean at all but this cage was right beside the boat. We have bull sharks at my coastline....I never go in.

I know. People should be so kind.

Here is one I stole off of a video about a child with Downs Syndrome and how he kept pushing the dog away from touching him but the dog patiently persists until this picture is taken. You can likely find the video on Youtube.