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Topic: past torture
starlynsangel's photo
Thu 07/17/08 05:12 PM
I need out of this cage....This rock on my back is killing me.This person before me lies to himself. Why does he lie to me and then stab my heart? I'm feeling tortured inside...inside this cage...locked up...never leaving...never ending. How can i get out? I'm never alone...not in my dreams, not in my house..not anywhere. Who am I? I can't answer that question...Who am I? Can I find myself again? Nothing I do now is ever going to be enough...I don't give enough time...I don't give enough energy...enough love...it never is going to be enough. When will it end? This torture inside...When will it end? Who's going to let me out? Who's going to make it right? My heart is broken...My heart is breaking...My soul has left me...my soul is looking at me...staring at me...Who am I? Can I be whole again? Can I continue living this circle of lies? Put me back together again please. Mend my heart...dry my tears...make me whole again...make me whole again...make me whole again...make me ME again.

rodfcutler's photo
Thu 07/17/08 05:14 PM

I need out of this cage....This rock on my back is killing me.This person before me lies to himself. Why does he lie to me and then stab my heart? I'm feeling tortured inside...inside this cage...locked up...never leaving...never ending. How can i get out? I'm never alone...not in my dreams, not in my house..not anywhere. Who am I? I can't answer that question...Who am I? Can I find myself again? Nothing I do now is ever going to be enough...I don't give enough time...I don't give enough energy...enough love...it never is going to be enough. When will it end? This torture inside...When will it end? Who's going to let me out? Who's going to make it right? My heart is broken...My heart is breaking...My soul has left me...my soul is looking at me...staring at me...Who am I? Can I be whole again? Can I continue living this circle of lies? Put me back together again please. Mend my heart...dry my tears...make me whole again...make me whole again...make me whole again...make me ME again.



I know how you feel.Hang in there as I do and youll be fine!

roxyurfoxy's photo
Thu 07/17/08 05:16 PM
I didn't know you dated my ex too...

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Thu 07/17/08 05:16 PM
flowerforyou very well doneflowerforyou

starlynsangel's photo
Thu 07/17/08 05:18 PM
thank youflowers

AtrueOne's photo
Thu 07/17/08 05:21 PM
In times when you are broken many times it's better to look beyond the pain and see th wonder that you are. As a creation of God you have been designed with so many wonderful things to offer. Problem is that you need to find the person who can see those wonderful things and place a great value on them.

AMANDADANIELLE's photo
Thu 07/17/08 05:25 PM
I am without words wow great poetry

starlynsangel's photo
Thu 07/17/08 05:35 PM

In times when you are broken many times it's better to look beyond the pain and see th wonder that you are. As a creation of God you have been designed with so many wonderful things to offer. Problem is that you need to find the person who can see those wonderful things and place a great value on them.

Thank you...I appreciate your wordsflowerforyou

starlynsangel's photo
Thu 07/17/08 05:51 PM

I am without words wow great poetry

Thank you so muchflowers

Nova86's photo
Thu 07/17/08 08:08 PM
shocked i am speechless...it really moved me, seriously...you are so talented

flowers flowers flowers

AngelLight's photo
Thu 07/17/08 09:47 PM
:cry: Very powerful ((((starlyn)))) ...:heart:



blonderockermom's photo
Thu 07/17/08 10:13 PM
That was great work!! drinker drinker

MsTeddyBear2u's photo
Fri 07/18/08 08:47 AM
flowers

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Fri 07/18/08 08:48 AM
flowerforyou :smile: flowerforyou

starlynsangel's photo
Fri 07/18/08 10:49 AM
thankyouflowerforyou

lurchs_sister's photo
Fri 07/18/08 10:53 AM
Completely beautiful and powerful!

It is amazing the insanity we allow ourselves to go through before finding ourselves and gaining our strength!

starlynsangel's photo
Sat 07/19/08 04:26 PM

Completely beautiful and powerful!

It is amazing the insanity we allow ourselves to go through before finding ourselves and gaining our strength!

I know...thats so true...I'm a much stronger person now...
Thank you for your commentsmile2

Differentkindofwench's photo
Sun 07/20/08 09:51 AM
Great write as many journals can attest.

starlynsangel's photo
Sun 07/20/08 11:07 AM
thank youflowerforyou

Wolfeyes58's photo
Sun 07/20/08 11:17 AM
Through friends you can find your strength, through you, you can only find those answers that plague you. If you would like to have someone to talk too, I have been there done that.

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