Basically what they are seeing or "feeling" is your energy. Do you hold alot of anger in you???? Lets see this face????

took two pictures. appreciate feedback.

You normal to me.......I dont feel anything negative from the picture. But I do feel negative in your posts.......depression? hopelessness? defeat?

i'm trying to rationalize what my parents did. they are both evil and not in prison - and they are working professionals.

How can I let go of my hate for two monsters wearing people masks - and if I forgive them, how do I not become what they are.

You realize that they are human and make mistakes. Just like you will. But you dont have to follow in their footsteps...forgiveness is not forgetting. It is letting go of the pain and hatred.....and setting YOURSELF free. Capish?

How do you forgive an evil that shows up on the new york times best seller list? It's like God is evil, and he's successful.

If they were dead, it might be easier. If they were losers, it might be easier.

But these two are successful to this day, and deny having done anything wrong when asked. They are smart as hell, and defend everything they say with complex logical arguments that try to hide what they've done.

How do I forgive that? How can I forgive something that denies the sin even exists?

I agree.....you look normal....and sometimes the ones who don't "look" normal..........are extraordinary. Try to be the best you can, the only person you need to impress, is yourself.

Dude, if you are smart enough to scam some professional scam artists, what are you doing working a minimum wage job?

Also, how the heck would you go about stealing from them? No, never mind... Don't tell me.

I say do it... More power to ya. Put that dirty money to good use. And if it makes you feel better, once you get out of college (or prison) pay that money back by donating money to some worthy charities...

Software worth writing is open source. The people that write it don't get paid.

Commercial software is absolutely useless. Nothing has changed in 10 years. It is new paint on old products.

If I wanted to make money in software, I would need to create something that I don't believe is worth what my employer would charge people.

I do not wish to join in creating that false good.

Just let it go............their time will come in the end. What you want is the world to know what they have done. If its so bad, then report it to the police.

How? Who handles that?

Ask God to help You with forgiving them, Precious.

None of us can do this on our own strength.

Oh..people may say otherwise..but no one has walked in your shoes.

And futhermore, your parents are probably products of the same crap... passed down to them from generations before.

THey need to get set free too...and you may be the only one God ues to reach them.

I cant tell you unless you say what they did......

My mom used to bite me to make me be quiet. She left my sister and me with my dad when I was 4. My dad is/was bipolar. He thought he was jesus. He didn't take his medication. He was constantly on the edge of losing it. He would go from very calm to violent and screaming. I didn't know what would make him angry. I think he wanted to kill me. He was a high school guidance counselor. We were only allowed to read. No tv. He took the lightbulb out of my bedroom for punishment so I could not read my book. Noise would make him very angry, like a squeeky floorboard or a door. I had to stay on the bed so he wouldn't come up and scream at me. I can only remember being hit once. He grabbed my neck and threw me up against a wall. I make a choking sound and he let me drop.

I don't know what is a crime and what is not.

Sounds like child abuse for sure.....but hard to prove now. YOu need to talk to a professional about these things.

Cut all ties with them, maybe try to get some counseling and think before acting....it may sound stupid, but sometimes people act out the opposite way because it is what you have become accustomed to growing up. Good luck to you.

Write a book exposing them for who they are! Then get on oprah's book of the month club! Bam instant millions! Problem Solved

What does "act out the opposite way" mean?

i don't want to be the object of pity. i want to use whatever it is they made me to fix the software industry.

i just need to deal with my parents in my head so i can get back to solving this problem. i don't want to write anything.

Start off by knowing thats a crime. Neglect, abuse, even just morally those are crimes. I hope you learn from those things, and become stronger. None of those things are right. There ARE familes where none of that dysfunction occour, and alot with other dysfunctions.

Many of us have dysfunctional families though. U know.. everyone has issues in theyre life sometime. Many many people benefit from counsiling. I would try it, its even government paid if u cant afford it. May make the world a softer, better understood place for u. Doesnt mean your crazy, but its a perfect place just to try to get that stuff out of your system. I know the story is worse than anyone can know. God bless you. You deserve more. xoxoxxooxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Ps, I too believe you should keep yorself, your spirit, your soul, from suffering from the reprocusions that happen by allowing yourself to stoop to such a low. Your blessings, and rewards are coming, your day will come to light. I promise.

Some things to obtain, true peace, a feeling of being cared for, loved, people in your life, with healing compassion, and love, understanding you didnt do anythng bad to deserve it, acceptance.

In my belief, God isnt the source of evil, he only allows it to happen to us at this point to understand it, so we can uplift those who CANT obtain the light, and knowing,.. those actions of people u experienced, and others do arent right.

U can help others with your experience. Voulinteer helping people who arent so ok, like a battered womens shelter, a drug addict, anyone who you can help with the love, and compassion, you so desperately needed. put that change that bad energy in the universe into something useful.

Your experience can help many many others. This question of yours could change your life. Good things will come to you. Allthough your experience was real, and real BAD there are others still suffering, and worse off than you, even other children who are innocent. Maybe you can find a way to help them out of that dark world.