is my first day of sophomore year of college
im not sure why but im nervous
i mean thankfully my best friend and my bf will be at the same college...so im not alone.

but im so damn shy!...i can never make new friends!

its probably because im weird around girls...

girls are biotches(alot of them are...uhg)..and competitive..and just plain mean..i dont get along with them well!

thats why i have so many guy friends...i get along with them better.
im not all girly girly and stuck up.

but damn it if i long for some girl time :(
girls night out...girl shopping day...whatever.

(i kinda have my gay best friend to do some of those things with...but still...i feel like im lacking something)


hopefully ill come out of this "phase" or whatever it is that is keeping me from making GIRL friends :/

concentrate on the task at hand - an education - everything will fall into place...

oh well DUH

i only have the last few general classes this semester

so in other words...mickey mouse classes :)

piece of cake

but thank you :)

pick the girls who stand alone looking awkward, to befriend

in years to come, all the crap you go through together will be insegnificant, and you`ll be glad you didnt just go with the crowd for most people are idiots, and you and the loners are usually the best kind of people.

its not a long time to put up with idiot bitchy skanks when you look back on it. good luck with it

hahah thank you.

yeah i usually get along better with the artsy people
i hate fake people...meh

thats because 75% of their brain is missing

and even the snoby ones will respect a loner for their indapendance, even if they do like to tease them when they have all their deciples around them to make them feel big. they wish they had the loners strength.

but the biggest thing to remember in school is, its realy not a long time or large part of your life, when you look back at it.
head down put up with it and learn what you can in between haveing as much fun as is physicly possible.