I roasted up and froze 25 pounds of XXX hot

whenever I finally come up to Merkel to see my dad I'll brang ya some

the line....it can lead to great wealth or destitution, depending on which side of it I am on...

roko

I don't know who this "THEY" are, of whom you speak, but I struggle with pretty much everything out there. "Normal" life is a constant struggle these days.
If you mean as in "wrestling with my conscience," I don't know that I really do much of that. It's not that I'm all that wonderful. Perhaps by now, I've decided enough stuff, and thoroughly pondered enough stuff, that I don't have anything left to eat at me from the past. I've been guiding myself by a set of pretty thoroughly vetted principles and decisions for a long time now, and when you stay within your own set boundaries, the only thing left to bemoan is whatever bad luck you suffer, and whatever tasks you failed to put enough energy into. I am determined not to "cry over spilled milk," so I even though I do mess up pretty often, I don't kvetch over it. I move on and try again.

The padlock on one of my front gates! I struggle with that thing everyday!

Just leave it there in your past where it belongs.

I love you! I mean, I will meet you there! Ya know....as I think about it....you should just stick to CrapDonalds and I should just take that succulent roasted xxx venison off your hands to eliminate that internal conflict for ya.

Wow.....you are right Italy! It DOES feel good to help your fellow man!

My struggle every day is worry. I worry if I will ever get a job, pay the bills for the month to keep the heat on, put food on the table. Pinching the penny to keep gas in the car so I can go to school. Worry about keeping my grades up and getting all my homework done along with all the house work that needs done. Worry about my oldest son, He is a police officer, will he live to see another day? What will become of my other kids in this economy? Will they find jobs? And now that Christmas is soon upon us, I worry about what I can place under the tree for my daughter.

Oh my dear! I wish I had money for you, to ease some of your worries. Maybe if you try to give it over to God, I do that when things get so bad- when I feel I can't handle it anymore. Things really do get better. Just be honest and ask that He help you, and others that you love.
Those kind of prayers, for others, are the ones that seem to be answered the most. just MHO.

Not so much as struggle, but chose to ignore... that radio station, Kfuq radio.