I just want this road to come to an end
No more turns, no more bends
this pain that I go through
the sh*t just can't be true
how can someone go through so much
with everyone around just not giving a @$!?
they say they care
but no one is ever there
There when I need them most
to just have someone hold me close
you see my heart
it didn't look like that in the start
It was so beautiful, so big
now look at it crumbled up like some twig
how could you hurt someone you love
but still put eveyone above
Put up there like I don't matter
leaving my life to be shattered
My life, my mind, my soul so blurry
but you still ain't worried
Are you supposed to be
or do you think just that little of
I want to be loved too
Can you promise your love to be forever true
No you can't, can you
how about this...
Can you grant me my death wish
then you could be the one left to reminisce!!

Pain is a very tough emotion, I am sorry you're going through such pain
now Riardo, all I can say is eventually it lessens and things look
better from your eyes.

Ricardo, your words are so true !!! So sorry for your pain, keeping
moving ahead and I promise you will smile again !!

Riardo your pain is very real indeed and more hear you
than you actually know. It is very tough to get through
at times but it does get better with time. If ya need a
friend I'm only an e-mail away.


Very heartfelt words that you write upon the page.
It actually reminds me of someone else here at one time.

Gee who could that be Gurly???

Hummmm guess someone knows but am I wrong about the writing is it not
pretty close in style?



Ohh Please Riardo do not think that I'm in any way saying anything is
copied for I know better. But yur style of writing and CCP back in Sept
have a lot in common very good deep dark and heartfelt. Great work
indeed.

Yeah the style and subject matter is very close...I think Riardo is a
fantastic writer with great potential, I hope he writes more.

See Riardo in time things do lessen and you can see better things
through your eyes...back when I fist came here I wrote like you, full of
pain. Keep writing your pain out, it helps.

Not only that but through your pain put great words upon the pages for
us to read.


Yes your right girl he is very good and will go far.

Okay now I'm totaly impressed I had to look at the profile for so young
yet so much expression of loves pain. All I can say never stop writing
you have a great way with words as CCP does and believe me I don't
compare anyone with CCP. Keep ;up the good work. Hope to see alot more
from you.

Im sorry you have so much pain in your heart. YOu deserve something so
much better.

pains comes and pains fade.
but the lessons will always stay.
So we can help others in our journey along the way.
It is a curse and a gift.
Will you mend yourself,heal someone else,or will they heal you?

pain will cut you down if you let it....
& it can make you stronger and wiser (if you heal it)
then you would have ever believed possible.

the tears will still come, the memory will fade
and one day you will look back and say "that was an aweful day but
somehow this seems much worse." then the badness rolls away and it's
just a sad memory.

but it fades and the sun shines and happiness will find you again. noone
ever really wants someone to be unhappy their whole lives though. Some
just want you to taste their pain.
thats when you remind your self thats their pain talking not them.
years can go by with people lost in pains abbyss.
that is where it takes another's soul (who is not assocaited with the
pain)to help see them though. then one day (maybe when your old and
gray) they see you and apologize for the pain they caused and forgive
you for the pain you caused them.
If it is one thing you learn it is that great or small,one way or
another you, are touching someones life almost every minute of every
day.
you only have to check the numbers then x's that by 2 and that is the
littlest number of people your writing has touched.
you have been blessed with a talent that is as unique as you
are special. Use it for good and there is no telling how far you can go.
A writer has magic at their very fingertips and a poet can take you to
the ends of earth and still make you feel safe. there is nothing more
powerful then the talent in which you possee.... use it well.
and the poet that

That is a good question. I really know what you are going through. It
is hard to believe or except that the one you love so deeply could do
such a thing. I have had it happen to me three times in my life and it
took a lot for me to over come it.
In my last relationship I thought I had found the girl I had always been
searching for. I thought we had the perfect relationship. Then suddenly
without warning she ended it. Without any explaination. That has been
quite some time ago, and since that time I have time to think. Maybe it
was something I was doing or wasn't doing. Maybe I took her for granted.
Maybe I didn't make her feel special anymore even though I thought I
was. So I had to relize after thinking about it I was to blame. It took
me a long time to recover from that break up. I still think about her
and if I could change the past I would. But it is over now and that is
the way it is. There will always be an empty place in my heart that she
used to fill. If there ever is another I will not make the same mistake
like I did with my last relationship. I wish you well my friend. I know
it's hard but try to find peace.

If you need to talk you can mail me. I will do what I can to help.

((((Riardo))))))
Pain felt so deep yet expressed so freely,, Just always know
you are never alone,,,

thx u guy's so much

Incredible, Emotional, Awesome...
Riardo, Your pain is felt deeply through your words...
Know that the friends you make here...
are real...and genuine...and you'll know that if you look closely...we are here for you...just a click away...

Thx u Sweetcoun and u all me love long time