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| Topic: Mind explosion... Ramblings of sort | |
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A closer look inside my mind
My thoughts. Feeling and sometimes revelations of How my mind works Like a box I feel caged, closed in only to what makes other happy I have lived my life pleasing others, family and now my children It has left me empty, lonely and in the midst of all of this I lost who I was so long ago. I lost love and the faith in the ever after, To this day the past haunts me the pain lives beside me, and All I can do at times is just fall to my knees and cry. Have you ever felt that the world is going on without you, all is moving yet your on hold in this zone somewhere, you see everyone around you yet you are invisible to their eye. 48 years old and love has knocked at my door, yet their are obstacles I have the strength the love and the will to make this part of my life right. I deserve Love, happiness and the ever after. I want this I am more than a women, I believe I was not put on this earth to slave, yet to receive love and give love, its easy with my children, yet I have let men break me down, and return me to a state I don't know. Yes I have also let my children break me down at times. I am a work in progress, I am a women filled with life, I am in love for probably the second time in my life, with the first love of my life. |
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may you soar on angels wings
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Although I am not at your side,
I hold you in my arms, lovely lady. Feel the strength inside us Flow between us.... Know that you are never alone.  
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i don't really know what to say to this. you will find that hard to believe i'm sure, but it's true...haha.
love has always radiated from you, maybe it is time you absorb some of it as well.
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Ms Bas, I am soaring,,,
Cy my dear,,,, Eileen, You are always with me,,, Ms Tool , Many thanks Kev,, speechless, then my job is done Much love to you
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Oh wow! I am loving this piece LA, thanks for sharing.
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All I can say is sister grab that star and run away with it..... to be loved and to love back is the ultimate thing within life. At times we tend to loose ourselves while others flourish.........there comes a time we are the ones that need to flourish.................
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MzEm... You have been missed,, thank you
((( Puddin Cup ))) I am flying,, soaring and life has come full circle,,, Goshhhhhhh what an incredible moment it is when you see yourself for the first time and say Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm who woulda thunk... Life is,,, It is I love you
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Sometimes when it finally makes that noise, we realize
what it sounds like to breathe..Love you. |
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Sometimes when it finally makes that noise, we realize what it sounds like to breathe..Love you. Its the exhale that took me by suprise Love you
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Sometimes when it finally makes that noise, we realize what it sounds like to breathe..Love you. Its the exhale that took me by suprise Love you yes, that gasp,beautiful |
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I am in love for probably the second time in my life, with the first love of my life. Dig your mind explosions. This last line is especially beautiful. |
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I am in love for probably the second time in my life, with the first love of my life. Dig your mind explosions. This last line is especially beautiful. Mind explosions are my way of life it seems,, quite enlighting Thank you p_p always appreciate,,,,, yes,, my fav line as well,, Its amazing when someone lives within you for 30+ years,, and then the exhale.... Life it is quite amazing,,, quite Sadie
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A closer look inside my mind My thoughts. Feeling and sometimes revelations of How my mind works Like a box I feel caged, closed in only to what makes other happy I have lived my life pleasing others, family and now my children It has left me empty, lonely and in the midst of all of this I lost who I was so long ago. I lost love and the faith in the ever after, To this day the past haunts me the pain lives beside me, and All I can do at times is just fall to my knees and cry. Have you ever felt that the world is going on without you, all is moving yet your on hold in this zone somewhere, you see everyone around you yet you are invisible to their eye. 48 years old and love has knocked at my door, yet their are obstacles I have the strength the love and the will to make this part of my life right. I deserve Love, happiness and the ever after. I want this I am more than a women, I believe I was not put on this earth to slave, yet to receive love and give love, its easy with my children, yet I have let men break me down, and return me to a state I don't know. Yes I have also let my children break me down at times. I am a work in progress, I am a women filled with life, I am in love for probably the second time in my life, with the first love of my life.
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Very few people find love in the course of their lifetimes. You are fortunate enough to do so and I wish you the best.
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(( michael )))
love you to,,, Ms Lace... I thank you for your kindness I am blessed with not only knowing love,, and having lost it so long ago,, but to have it (him) back,, I am blessed....
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Layers
Like layers I see the peeling of the soul i look into the mirror and wonder where has it gone dying line by line, the wrinkles of time have wasted my mind or am i delusional on this game of life Racing is this urge to control my wondering soul Afraid of what might be, maybe the what could be dying rip by rip, the layers peeled i watch them drip What binds me to my thoughts, after all they are just that! Thoughts... or are they deeper layers of the ripening soul Thoughts.... after all |
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Thank you LA for sharing - it is beautiful and touching!!
To love and be loved, to be in control and to let go in surrendering, to understand and to get lost... we are moments in the ever-changing movement of unfolding life, fleeting and beautiful, eternal and full of yearning. We are not whole, but potential... and though we yearn to find and be found (for it is love, to feel at peace, home within ourselves) it matters not so much to find, as it does to seek... You are beautiful, you are a butterfly leaving its pupa: Spread your wings and fly.
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