Have ye a trusted friend, a candle lighting thy way?
Some true heart that’ll closely hold all secrets till end of days.
So heavy the burden must be at times a load more than any wanted.
I know because witness your beauty I have though you rarely ever flaunt it.
I share wit with cuteness but get tossed & lost in her shuffle.
Crushed like bottom bag chips instead of desired like delectable chocolate
truffle.
Played thy role of kind gent yet it ultimately went nowhere fast.
Put a chip on my pride and cast on my heart in hopes the break won’t last.
Designs I had have failed miserably so.
The skies open wide with moisture hailed upon my cheeks considerably slow.
Now I’m soaked in sadness with no guidance toward passion in sight.
Why did everything bad that could go wrong have to happen last night?
I give up.
No one wants to see a grown man crying filled with sigh.
Her visage haunts my dreams I awake and always question why.
I’m a survivor but some days hurt so much just don’t want to live.
Simply seeking solace as an abundance of Love I’ve still to give.
Escapades in serenity seemingly mainstays in my sad shadows silence.
Masquerading epiphanies are lessons better learned later than sooner.
Amazed how fantasy requires little inspiration and virtually dooms shyness.
Perhaps another lifetime a miracle may aspire to be reality and not such a late bloomer.

This was awesome...

((((S))))) what a heart wrenching poem...

I bask in the light of ye soul..
My shoulders shall carry the load
My voice lay numb
I hold thee

"So heavy the burden must be at times a load more than any wanted."

nicely done my friend....

Thanks kc0003 & d4tc wear a helmet when banging head against the wall.
Happy New Year Gents