I have lost almost every thing do to meeting someone on this site but I guess it was my fault

I just need a hug and my meds I guess but I hate the fact that I have to take meds for the rest of my like to feel human

Hugs for you and believe me i know how you feel so double hugs..

ty
I just hate the fact that I am so stupid to be doing the same thing that made my mom loose me well not the same but so close

Iknow how you feel sometimes. I feel lonely a lot too but I know in my heart I will find my Mr. Wonderful someday. When you least likely to expect it too! Just hang in there.....there are a lot of good friends here you can talk to.

big <<<<<hug>>>>>>

I take maintenance drugs too Jenn...I know and understand your plight.

You hate the days you wake up and feel like you need them...hate yourself the day after you decide that you feel ok and don't take them...

Sometimes the side affects are worse than the thing the drugs are treating...sometimes the depression is crippling...not only from the drugs...but because of how low you feel because of the illness....

Feel better Jenn...

we're all here for you jenn!!!

If you want to stop taking meds and feel better and stop putting so much bad feelings on your self just because you met somebody and it didn't work out here's one idea and it has worked for millions of people that need help.

http://midwestcenter.com/ Go there and order the free cd and listen to it and or call them and place your order I think it's only like $15 bucks or less for shipping then your billed there after if you keep it.

Give it a try.

Another thing you might want to think about it just get up every morning and tell your self your going to move on and have A NICE DAY no matter what any body say's or does to you, this day starts for you today.

And it's time to take controlle of your life.

Best of luck to you Jenn 82, you will be just fine.

*slaps forehead*

Wow...is that how to cure my MS, John?

15$ bucks and I'll be cured!!

Did you read her post?

Sometimes...the drugs are necessary to live life...

it's not that it didn't work between me and this guy I just keep pushing every one away and I don't want to

Ahhh...I know about that too Jenn.

The "arm's length" rule.

I live by that as well.

If you don't let people in, they can't hurt you...and moreover...hurt before you can get hurt, right?

oh yes exactly

Wow fingerpaintbynumber, that wasn't what I was talking about. Maybe I misread something here because I thought she said she was taking drugs for her depression.

No need to get all pissed off at me because I misread.

I agree with FPBN these drugs are something that you just cant stop taking...

Besides the title of the topic is a bit confusing to me when it states " Depression sucks " So what am I supposed to think she is talking about with taking meds and all.

well I am sorry but I am going to turn this thing off and just hide for a bit

I wasn't pissed John...but take the time to read something and not just assume.

If you don't know or understand....ask.

I'm touchy when it comes to this stuff because for the first month after I found out I was sick...people kept saying things like...

"it's not that bad"

or

"how are you feeling?"

or

"you'll be ok"

You get really really frustrated....

Jenn if you need someone to talk to...let me know....take care of yourself.

I'm sorry I didn't know you and her have MS.

But hey I'm sure you heard of the famous talk show guy that is on tv every day, he has MS and he's taking meds every day, surely he has his good and bad days with that type of medical problem. But surely I know every body is different and handle things in different ways.

Oh Jen....I totally understand. I'm bi polar and have to take meds for the rest of my life too. That in itself can drag ya down.....

I understand the rollercoaster....hope you feel better. My mailbox is open so if you ever want to chat, just write.

Karen