"Reflection"

I have kissed the angel of my destruction goodbye
And watched him smile and turn away.
He carried with him the weight of my tears
The scars in my heart
And left me empty
For the first time.

I closed my eyes and called out for him to return to me,
But he didn't,
Save a rumbling from a distance that came,
As the giant dewdrops from heaven fell on my face
And caressed me tenderly as a lover's hand.

I smiled and dropped to my knees,
And choked on the release offered me,
As my head fell down in reverence,
And the silence grew all around,
And a stillness was sent.

I saw a letter in that dream--
The one you never sent.
And i knew why you hesitated,
So I loved you nonetheless.
We serve our purpose and know it well.
It is what makes us who we are.

Our tomorrows remain bound by the past,
That can never be removed,
Only transformed
From the shell and empty casing
of the memory it served to protect.

I know you, you were once... Me.


mgsmd "PT" 5/2015

"Do you remember?"

Do you remember,
That feeling that you get,
When your heart lurches
Out of your chest?
In unexpected moments
That take your breath away
Seeing that little instance,
That opportunity to say,
"I like you."

Those moments you stop
To think if it's worth
To wait or to jump
With excitement and mirth.
Do you remember how it feels,
Of not being sure
Of what is and what may.
Yet, one thing is clear,
"I like you."

Do you remember what it feels
To want to know if
It's just a thought--pure imagination,
Or a possibility might exist.
Yet knowing makes no difference,
As everything is a desire,
To fulfill a yearning unquenched
We find ourself the liar.
And say to ourself, "I shouldn't like you."

Do you remember what you did?
Did you jump or run?
Did you stay or hide?
And did you have your fun?
Was it worth the wait?
Did you let it slide?
Do you want some more?
Was it love or pride?
Tell me your thoughts, as i have mine.

-mgsmd "PT" 6/2015

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<let me be the one>- by Jimmy Bondoc

Somebody told me you were leavin'
I didn't know
Somebody told me you're unhappy
But it doesn't show
Somebody told me that you don't want me no more
So you're walkin' out the door
Nobody told me you've been cryin'
Every night
Nobody told me you'd been dyin'
But didn't want to fight
Nobody told me that you fell out of love from me
So I'm settin' you free

[Refrain]
Let me be the one to break it up
So you won't have to make excuses
We don't need to find a set up where
Someone wins and someone loses
We just have to say our love was true
But has now become a lie
So I'm tellin' you I love you one last time
And goodbye
Somebody told me you still loved me
I Don't know why
Nobody told me that you only
Needed time to fly
Somebody told me that you want to come back when
Our love is real again

Let me be the one to break it up
So you won't have to make excuses
We don't need to find a set up where
Someone wins and someone loses
We just have to say our love was true
But has now become a lie
So I'm tellin' you I love you one last time
And goodbye

[Bridge]
Just turn around and walk away
You don't have to live like this
But if you love me still then stay
Don't keep me waiting for that final kiss
We can work together through this test
Or we can work through it apart
I just need to get this off my chest
That you will always have my heart

Let me be the one

[Refrain]
Let me be the one to break it up
So you won't have to make excuses
We don't need to find a set up where
Someone wins and someone loses
We just have to say our love was true
But has now become a lie
So I'm tellin' you I love you one last time
And goodbye
Somebody told me you still loved me
I Don't know why
Nobody told me that you only
Needed time to fly
Somebody told me that you want to come back when
Our love is real again.


- sometimes, the best thing to do is to simply walk away...and let time be the distance to let things come to pass...

<I'm with you>-avril lavigne

I'm standing on a bridge
I'm waitin' in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I, I'm with you

I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know
Cause nothings going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I, I'm with you

Oh why is everything so confusing
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yea yea yea

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I, I'm with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I, I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I, I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you

<hey there delilah>-Plain White T's

Hey there, Delilah
What's it like in New York city?
I'm a thousand miles away
But, girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes, you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear, it's true

Hey there, Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh, it's what you do to me
Oh, it's what you do to me
Oh, it's what you do to me
Oh, it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there, Delilah
I know times are gettin' hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there, Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh, it's what you do to me
Oh, it's what you do to me
Oh, it's what you do to me
Oh, it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
And we'd just laugh along because we'd know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah, I can promise you
That by the time that we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there, Delilah
You be good, and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be makin' history like I do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there, Delilah, here's to you
This one's for you

Oh, it's what you do to me
Oh, it's what you do to me
Oh, it's what you do to me
Oh, it's what you do to me
What you do to me, oh oh, woah, woah
Oh woah, oh
Oh

..mmmm....*sigh...

There are moments you remember all you life.
There are moments you wait for and dream of all your life.
This is one of those moments!

You are precious. Thank you!

"The Hands You Took"

A little dry, somewhat tough and slightly used,
A little rough on the joints with some veins popping.
A few years on the workforce--getting dirty and calloused,
Makes your hands unregrettably...
Good at what they do.

Leathery they may be, as weathered as your soul,
Indomitably, they offer a touch as tender as kid gloves,
When you reached into the scars and open wounds of a fool,
Undeniably, holding firmly and letting be...
The life you lead.

What makes your touch so gentle as a summer's breeze
That toils in the midst of this parched earth that is my soul?
That wipes the sweat of my brows and strokes the kindling of my desires?
Unintrusive and welcome you swept in...
Just as you leave.

- mgsmd "PT" 06/2015

From the first time I met you I felt the connection,
and every second since then's been nothing short of perfection\
I adore every section that comprises you
it's like you're an angel just disguised as you\
mesmerized every time that I can view
your undeniable kindness that shines out from inside of you\,
my eyes stay glued with you chance of moving,
when they glance at your enchanting beauty,
you've got a smile so soothing and a sweetness like peaches
that reaches deep in my soul as my feeling increases\
i'll try to mend all the pieces of a heart been mistreated,
i'm not like the others the past won't be repeated\
I want to erase all the bad, and replace it with good
help you escape from the pain, make you feel like you should\
cause I could never hurt a person so perfect
you deserve the world any less isnt worth it\\



By the Unknown one

thanks for the add

<hands> - Jewel

"Hands"

If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all OK
And not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful
And useless in times like these
I won't be made useless
I won't be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small, I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
Poverty stole your golden shoes
It didn't steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
But I knew it wasn't ever after
We'll fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
'Cause where there's a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
I am never broken
In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
We are never broken
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's mind
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's eyes
We are God's hands
We are God's hands

<Angel>- Sarah McLachlan


Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction
Or a beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty
Oh and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting
Keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack

It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness
Oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
Of your silent reverie
And the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled from the wreckage
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

<Last Kiss>-pearl jam

"Last Kiss"

Oh where, oh where, can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me.
She's gone to heaven so I've got to be good,
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.

We were out on a date in my daddy's car,
We hadn't driven very far.
There in the road straight ahead,
A car was stalled, the engine was dead.
I couldn't stop, so I swerved to the right,
I'll never forget the sound that night.
The screaming tires, the busting glass,
The painful scream that I heard last.

Oh where, oh where, can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me.
She's gone to heaven so I've got to be good,
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.

When I woke up, the rain was falling down,
There were people standing all around.
Something warm flowing through my eyes,
But somehow I found my baby that night.
I lifted her head, she looked at me and said;
"Hold me darling just a little while."
I held her close I kissed her - our last kiss,
I found the love that I knew I had missed.
Well now she's gone even though I hold her tight,
I lost my love, my life that night.

Oh where, oh where, can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me.
She's gone to heaven so I've got to be good,
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.

<say something - sand art video>[/ url]-a great big world

Say something, I'm giving up on you.
I'll be the one, if you want me to.
Anywhere, I would've followed you.
Say something, I'm giving up on you.

And I am feeling so small.
It was over my head
I know nothing at all.

And I will stumble and fall.
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you.
Anywhere, I would've followed you.
Say something, I'm giving up on you.

And I will swallow my pride.
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you.
And anywhere, I would have followed you.
Oh-oh-oh-oh say something, I'm giving up on you.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.
Say something...

"Climax-Anticlimax"

A calm exterior betrays the inner workings
Of a body overcometh...

A quickening of the pulse
A startled breath
An awareness of being
Skin flushed
Hairs standing
Moisture spreading
With parched lips
And hazed visions
As vessels dilate
And engorges the flesh
With scented muskiness
That thrills and excites
To dizzying sensations
Of uncontrolled frustrations
From unsated emotions
And warring passions
Of unheeded distractions
End cometh!

An unspoken turmoil released in a breath
Of a mind devoid...


mgsmd "PT" 6/2015

----where the mind goes, will the body follow?