Im thinking I wish I could get comfortable and fall asleep.

Hope you're sleeping good by now Stormy.

((( RCB )))

Thank you! I fear this is going to be an all nighter...

I think for me too. At least until its time for another dose of pain meds. My youngest rolled off his bed and I forgot anD lifted him. He's about 50 pounds over what I'm supposed to lift after surgery and I'm really feeling it now. I hope you get some rest soon.

I'm wondering why do we need a law to analyze correlations between fatal accidents?
shouldn't that be standard procedure in an officer's job?

Ugh...sleepless nights are the worst! I hope both Storm and Real were able to get a little shut eye.

As for me...I'm thinking about a museum and how it's been too long since I've been to one.

Its nice to be back. hi storm, u are looking good and relaxed. in ten minutes of being back i have got offered a house, our love will grow, and just what i said being ignored.

Hi to everyone and i hope you all are good and in love. lol

welcome back

Hi dream, wanted to come back and say hey. meeting so many new people, its been great, but i missed you guys too so i thought i would pop in. hope you are well and smile.

dont get your hopes up to high golden state warriors fans. if they lose game six tomorrow they will also lose game 7 sunday

lunch but I don't feel like making it

whew this sending out resumes is loads of fun

I am thinking its amazing when you meet someone and everything you are sharing and talking about, you are finding you have a majority of the same likes and dislikes. Life is funny that way , whether a friend or a basis for more, sharing and communication is the best high in life, finding someone that WANTS to share is even better. you never know what tomorrow will bring but you do have a say if you try hard enough to make that tomorrow sing for you.

I am a very open, honest, and i think communication really is the key. Have to let the other be who they are, that is who you fell in love with, when the rules start getting made to follow and one is not sharing but being secretive, and the little things are what is being fought over, step back and accept that person for who they are,LET THOSE LITTLE THINGS GO, u will be amazed when you feel irritated, it takes you to change that feeling and when you throw it away it does not come between you and you are happier together for it. Ask yourself when you are angry, is this really worth the anger and fighting that will occur? If one closes off and cant share in dreams, fantasy, and each other you are doomed, it takes two.

I am a pisces and def a dreamer and now at my age i have the time and the desire to share those dreams with another. I love hard and long and i make so many mistakes but i keep trying, not giving up until i see there is no more i can do or the other is just not going to listen, accept and forgive. I am not rich and i have a challenging life but when there is someone to lean on it gives you the strength and courage to tackle life. I have deep feelings and emotions and love to share them either by talking or writing, i think it is important to keep understanding the other even if you dont agree. I am not a great beauty but i dont care cause i feel my beauty comes from the inside. Always i mean always try to keep the humor and try to make the other smile. Sometimes at some point you do have to make that choice to walk away even with a heavy heart. To have another who wants the same thing and especially if it gets tough between you, you stick with each other and push the hurt away and talk, really talk,when i say something i mean it, not just words but it is how i feel and would like to be believed. remember the reasons you sparked together and work at it and never run. It doesnt happen very much that two people have that spark and to keep it takes alot of work but the rewards in the end is a deeper love understanding and respect for each other. When you walk away from something that might be tough but worth the work you dont realize until too late how good you really have it and it will be one of the biggest losses in your life, problem is too many people are walking instead of working it together, listening to other people instead of each other and to me those people will never feel the fullfillment of real love cause they dont give it a chance and have to keep starting at the beginning. I do laugh at that because we will ALWAYS come to a day where you dont see eye to eye on everything . We are all different and therefore have differences. It is alot of work and fights and disagreements to get Love on a higher plane. It takes so much dedication and commitment from both. Always if you get to that point with another where you are fighting alot and now its time for your hard choice to stay or walk, look deep into yourself and ask yourself, since i have put so much time and effort into this, why have i? if your answer is because you really can accept your other even though there are things you dont like about each other it is time to step back, get rid of that anger, and try in a different way to talk and share and get that spark back together. Never hold against the other the anger or if they have made a mistake, that also will doom you. To me its worth all the work and pain to get to that higher plane as long as you have someone with that same drive to get there with you.

I am starting a new chapter in my life and i hope to find the same kind of drive in someone for each other to make that walk together, in the good as well as the bad and if for any reason i falter on this walk that my other will pick me up and carry me and not walk another path when its hard. I am willing to start that walk again, although i will start slow but im glad the man upstairs have opened my eyes to accept another to start that walk with. I will never stop trying and fall that is not in me no matter how hard life gets. At this point, who knows what will happen but from each i have walked with i have learned something from that will make my final walk and my soulmate that much more intense.

I love life and people and even if i have met people that are not so good there is still a reason you have met and always something to learn. So cherish everybody that has crossed your path and really listen and learn and instead of getting angry ask yourself what did they just give me that i can take from them to keep in my heart and on my journey and keep walking with your head held high and the love in your heart. I think if you do this the journey will always end in happiness and fullfillment. Remember the only thing that can make it work or doom is both of you. nothing or no one else can do that, only the two people that fell in love can make it or break it.

last but not least remember you have to kiss alot of toads before you get to your prince. lol

heeeheeee

my bed...

just letting my thoughts drift

the way things used to be...

I am thinking that I am my Father's daughter.

I tried my best to put away that thought and move over the pain of his now three year absence from my life again. Be grateful he is no longer struggling to hold onto a life that slipped out of his once strong body and gentle soul.

I think how I like the same simple life; having a routine, ordinary friends and more peace in things paid for than not. Finding comfort in the wood shop, a good meal, and a comfortable chair. Enjoying walking along side a friend in murmered conversations about the weather, or what is seen growing in the garden, than any real competitions. A big outing is to the store, or park to feed the ducks, or maybe the bowling alley.

Feeling like the sun shines a little brighter when the kids call.

Missing having that long time mate. Doing for others in memory of loved ones and even the harder times when things were not always so easy.

Finding a lot of satisfaction in a life that had less drama and more stability. Not really caring if time has worn out the edges some.

Yes I am thinking; I am my Father's daughter.

Thinking I need to fix that cup of coffee befoore ZoeCat sits on my lap...

Too late..