.

~ bleeding hearts

the red cross facing the eastern sun met the fury of the western wind and was uprooted
it walked thru midnight pass the intersection marked by the hanging tree
where it died
and stayed hidden until resurrection

there were no horsemen
no dragons
no thrones and dominions
no saintly martyrs
or demoniac sinners

there was nothing

there was no love or hate
no apathy empathy sympathy nor grief
or regret
no joy
no laughter
no tears

no

there was nothing
not even silence can profess its identity

the red cross grows weary
hidden until resurrection
away from the throb of defeat
the dearth of merriment
the eyes of discontent
it remains
and continues to darken
the shadow of the noose

Awwwwww both your threads invoke feelings of sadness


So I would like to share some with you both....



HUGZZZZZZZZZZZZ

baffled and floundering,
learning but not keeping up.
to hope of depth,
to wish of objectivity
to bleed of desire
to love of life & death
stoic & accepting.

not about the sea
& not about the boat
not about the swim
but maybe
about how to float.

confused as I climb higher
eager as I step deeper
not because of a man,
not because of a woman,
not because of truth
not because of lies
but of what it makes me feel.
but of what it makes me see.
but of what it makes me ache.
but of what it makes me long.
but of what it makes,
me face about myself...

not about the moon
& not about the movies
not about the songs
but maybe,
about how to dance again.
about how to laugh again.
about how to cry again,
instead of being numb.

words, quotes,poetry & lyrics,
opinions, insults, advise & analysis.
off mark..
muddled..
newbies? or mischief?
compliment? or sarcasm?
advise? or ridicule?
where will it end?
when will it end?
where is the plateau
of acceptance?

still climbing.

Panstilly For you....

Our most important journey
is the discovery
of loving
one's self.
Despite fruitless paths,
the false, the selfish, the fake
hardened hearts and uncourageous souls.
The seemingly insurmountable
rock faced
reaches have shelter -
faces
friends,
to lift, to pull, to stand beside you.
Pointing forever higher
to a pinnacle of heights dreamed by few.

In the darkest depths
the most precious jewels
are formed.
Unique, mastered perfectly
born to withstand pressure, adversity
till discovery.

Love never gives up.

((((Tilly))))

Smile even when your heart is dripping blood. Smile, get up, stand up and move on.

Love never ends!

Then stay & express more of yourself.
It might not change how u feel right now,
but it may change some angles in how u see things.

I am a diehard fan Pansytilly of your pieces.
You might not be the person that I have mistaken
u as someone in my past, in my first month here,
but I was really sincere when I complimented u on
your pieces.

Until now, I am still hoping a continuation
of Finding Israel.
I wont be presumptive to know what u are going thru,
but maybe if u will express again, in the board,
somehow u will see a different angle in your perspective.
It might not change what u believe in, but it might
lighten your heart and made u open yourself to love.

There are many ways to solve a rubix cube

.

When all hope seems lost, and reason has gone
And minds are locked on to what went wrong
Just hang in there, smile and hold on really tight
Trust, have faith, believe you will see the light.

Give yourself time, and give your mind a rest
Face those nightmares and let time take the test
The pain will dull, common sense will prevail
Make sure this time, you know you will not fail.

You will become strong, stand up tall and straight
There are no more reasons for you to sit and wait
Feed on satisfaction and quell those niggling fears
Be proud and in control till there are no more tears.


Hugzzzzzzzz Pansy



No More Tears by Margaret Cox

When all hope seems lost, and reason has gone
And minds are locked on to what went wrong
Just hang in there, smile and hold on really tight
Trust, have faith, believe you will see the light.

Give yourself time, and give your mind a rest
Face those nightmares and let time take the test
The pain will dull, common sense will prevail
Make sure this time, you know you will not fail.

You will become strong, stand up tall and straight
There are no more reasons for you to sit and wait
Feed on satisfaction and quell those niggling fears
Be proud and in control till there are no more tears.


Hugzzzzzzzz Pansy



No More Tears by Margaret Cox