When life became to hard to live,
I thought death was the answer,
But I didnt die..... So now what?
I walk around with a smile,
People tell me how beautiful is is,
But deep down.. Im dead inside,
The more I lose, the wiser I become,
The more I hurt, the stronger I get,
The less I learn, the more I see what shouldn't be revealed.
Little by little im finding the answers.
Life or death?
I have hope and I have faith,
Having hope and faith in anything should be positive,
Thoughts Ive had throughout my life,
Are actually starting to happen now,
10, 20, 30 or however many years it takes,
They will always become my reality,
No telling how many lifetimes it will take,
The only way out is through my own thoughts.
Hope to fix everything, hope everyone is happy without me....
Hope can make death look good.
Having faith makes life not seem so bad,
I can have faith in anything,
Person, place, thing... It doesnt matter,
My faith is something that makes me smile.
A good thought, experience,
the moments that make me feel alive,
I AM smiling.
I don't have to stop trying to live or die,
When I have reasons to be happy. ❤

Val, 7/2020 XIXI

"Hope can make death look good.
Having faith makes life not seem so bad,
I can have faith in anything,
Person, place, thing... It doesnt matter,
My faith is something that makes me smile."


This part right here gets me in pieces.

That's deep and I trust that whatever anyone is going through,always remember that our Divine Creator loves you and always will /