i feel so so bored and not any any bored /spoiled
i cannot decide

george floyd died because he couldnt breathe
now thousands are dying because they cannot breathe
i hope the human is taking the lesson!

Sadly, they aren't.

i am afraid, i agree Moto..

i read somewhere that every a 100 year a new pandemic is coming
that is what they observed about the the previous ones

that is such a lesson, it is not touching the animals, kids, or greens. it is not touching innocents.
just the sinful ones. that is the word. sinful ones.

tonight, i have a guest
a little, grey baby rabbit, probably not more tan 2 weeks old
eyes still blue
such a cutie..

this lovely, smart girl about 14 years age found it, and i came across while on the way to shopping
we went through all the buildings to find the owner - thinking he escaped
but got no result
so he is staying w me tonight
brought a joy to my life
his nose, sniffing all the time
jumping
fluffy soooo fluffy
max 150 grams ohhh so tiny

tomorrow, the petshop will take him
i cannot look after a 100 rabbits after a year, nor anyone living at an apartment
petshop guy.. i trust him, he will find a good home..

little rabbit got used to me v quickly and slept on my chest till the morning
couple of hours ago petshop guy came to take him
i kissed him on forehead for the last time, i said "thank you for staying w me, hope you will have a lovely forever fhome" and gave him
he didnt want to go from me to guy's hands
i cried..
i already miss him..

i have been doing a 1000 pieces puzzle for the last 3 days
it is like an addiction
yesterday i sat to do it, 19 hours i kept doing it
i only stopped to have dinner.

my mood is so up for the last 1 week
at home i walk dancing for no reason :)

i got vaccinated the previous Thursday on 17th.

after the hospital we went to have dinner with mum and Malc.
there, i still didnt want to sit very close to mum, so i moved my chair to the other side of the table
that put the neighbouring table in my sight.
there was a family there and the guy looked so familiar.
i didnt really think about it but a few minutes later he caught my eyes again.

then i realised he is the Turkish actor i am fan of
because of sunglasses it was hard to recognise, but i realised he was wearing the shirt that i saw on his insta story in the morning. so i was pretty sure it was him.
then his wife looked at me, i asked whether he was him. she was so friendly, smiling. she got happy that i recognised him. we spoke a bit - he was on the phone so he just smiled and nodded.

then i moved my chair back to next to mum's, not to disturb them.
then they finished their meal, got up. they stopped by us, he said " sorry i was on the phone, how are you?" i told that i was very happy to see him in real, i loved the tv series and the character he played and congratulated for the latest award he got. he thanked and i could see in their face that they were really surprised as not so many people would know that tv programme and the award. when saying goodbye he was still being polite slightly bending to greet us. unbelievable that such a famous person and still very normal and modest.

yesterday we were at the vet's.
my little girl got check up.
i will start calling he benjamin button ahaha
her test values are very good.
she was so silent and still when they were taking the blood
the vets were all amazed by her.

and then on the way back, i bought her a pouch food as a treat
she liked it very much

before the vet days, i always get very stressed and anxious.
i worry that the the test results may not be very good
i didnt sleep any that night
but after the vet's i was like in heaven. so relaxed..

i have now about more than 10 cats i am feeding outside
but 2 of them have different place for me
as they "owned" me ahahaa
one of them has been my girl for about a year and she is pregnant
yesterday when i touched he belly and kept my hand there, the babies were moving in my palm :)

the other one is a male one, white with grey tail and grey ears
this boy is a story..
i am not on the ground floor, i am on the 1st floor but jumping from one a/c exterior unit to the other one, he is coming to my window. my girl and him look at each other till i catch them
the 1st time i saw him at my window was at 4 in the morning and i was having a heart attack.. you dont expect anything at your window on the 1st floor, not at dark and not at 4 in the morning. i thought it was a thief well, he may have stolen my girl's heart