i tried, i failed
get used to it
You asked me for something
I just can't give it
I tried to make up for it
I truly did
I failed

I wanted love
you wanted more
i asked for space
you took all of me
I tried to pull back
you cut me off at the knees

You wounded me beyond repair
Damaged goods they say
All they see is what they call a survivor
My scars
My cynical attitude
my general guardeness

I silently cry out
See me
I want my identity back
I'm not the person i was any more
I want me back
I don't like what i see stare back at me
the smile is no more
Laughter is forced now
I live in fear
fear of you
fear of what was
fear of what will be

you ask me for a christmas wish
turn back time
give me my innocence back
take away my scars
give me my life

Take away my failure


12/24/06

if you look truely deep inside of you,
you will find the you,
that was once you true,
not this one oh so blue,
look very deep within,
let your dreams begin,
learn to love again,
find your heart to justly be,
pure and true for all to see,
one to find is all you'll be,
the one inside,of you is thee,
look not for hurting past,
let it go forever last,
give it no more sad repast,
wake again to new breakfast,
feed from your truest soul,
happieness is your truest goal,
love within,loves gift to foal,
love within,to feed your soul,
fly your true into our sky,
love your soul,it lives on high.......Lonely Soul

please forgive my tag,but it just felt right...M.

Time heals the heart, one day you will
find that special one that when you look
back all the hurt no longer seems to be
so strong!

true that!

That was truly beautiful....
strait from the heart...
you are a beautiful person ice...
even if you dont see it....we do!

second that!

Merry Christmas:>)Ice.Now the bear is frowning from the content,but I
wish you best Christmas and I hope you are having a nice day.My
Christmas wish for you Ice is that you are given a new lease on life.And
that you find your soul mate which will complete the other half of the
equation within your life which was swiftly removed.There really are no
simple words to describe this loss in someone's life.Only by sheer
experience can we begin to conceptualize it.It is said that there is a
reason for all things which occur throughout our life.However the
outcome lies in God's hands,for only He holds the key and the purpose
and reasoning behind these events.Keep the faith and belief and the rest
shall fall into place in accordance with his will.Meanwhile,remain
strong and do not!falter.You will begin to start anew.Warm
Greetings(hug)Your Friend,Cybear

Thank you cy bear and (hugs) back baby I'll be fine i always am.