a room full of halls
surrounded by doors

a man made of ice
raising a torch

the pressures within

bend
blind
bind

&

blend

a sign shines from dim
as he breathes

once again

this is
WHAT
is this

HOW
come i
can't control it

opened up fingers
draw sand
between them

i would not
ask
if i new
WHERE
no where
weighed a better place

open your face

i see the smell
all over it

i am dis
con
naked

or hows ever
you want to take it

i am simply
civil at all moments
where i battle with
a power greater than good and evil

it is a power of want and needs
mental and skin

if god cannot sin
than the devil cannot win

for the devil wants god under him
yet god stands over him

i believe
my beliefs
i believe

free will is not free when there is a fee
which involves dead pictures inks trees
whites and greens

listen closely
and you still will not heard the dead scream

dope dealer

crackhead

crack rock

cocaine

nose on the glock
got a needle in the vain

weekend trends

caught in the middle of
nose bleeding
blackened glove
no way out

living for the
present
present
living for the moment

haven't slept for 2 days

its not a habit its a hobby
and i

haven't slept for 3 days

it's not a hobby it's a habit
haven't

slept for 6 days

it's not a habit it's a lifestyle

haven't slept for
can't remember doesn't matter

track star
track marks
path unwinding off cliff

metal tears
iron lung
i am hung
from my mind bent too far in the middle this time

and this is the last time after the last time that was the last time
i promise

i can handle it
honest

got a grip
get a hit
get away

these demons got my leg

got a hold
cant breathe
take control

must leave
might stay

h
i
g
h

h
i

i think i need a lullaby

i think i need a lullaby

i think i need a lullaby

she wakes up
uneasy

the same way
she goes to sleep

laying
on the concrete

in her head
it's all a dream

in his head
it's all the same

in the end
it was over

it all started
somewhere

somewhere
it started
in the begining

somewhere
along the line
was it's ending

does it matter
when all is said
and done

for real
who cares who
is pretending

now I daze
the blessing
lessoning
breathing

the curse
deceiving

given time

humanity
scantily clad

given time

we should make
the most out
of what we have


living


eating


sleeping


believing


happiness
is every second
we have


alive

life

living

breathing

seeing
every second of our life
should be a second
to be thankful for

if we do this right

we are capable to be happy

for every second we
can appreciate

without reason

the reason

should be found in

every breathe

we take

we should be


enjoying

our existence


while we can


while


we can

Inspiring!

2. most manly is when the woman is not submissive but wants me to take charge. most sexy is when she takes charge and becomes very aggresive. most desired when all she does is smile and cant stop loooking at me.

she kills the senses when she is either too passive/submissive or too controling mentaly.

3. i dont understand the question people pleasing woman. i think everyone should be pleased. everyone should have someone that makes them feel appreciated. it is our natural instinct as humans to want to feel loved. because feeling loved, is feeling valued.

4. i cant have a dream woman. it would be like asking me what my favorite food is and than asking me if i could only eat that one type of food every single meal. lol. im human! there is a quote that i really like and it goes,

"when your single, your lonely. when your married, your bored"

im just a realist :P

1. This might sound vain but a man finds a woman who is out of his league irresistable when she leads him to believe she is interested in him. it is a combination of knowing she might be into him but really not letting him know for certain.
In a relationship, I feel the word "irresistable" is kind of obsolete.

I believe irresistable is a pre-relationship, unsure state of mind. somewhere along the lines of elementary school or middle school when you develop a "crush" on someone. similar in that regard. i feel in a relationship the term "irresistable" is naturaly, escalated to "being in love". when you are in love, it's a mutual feeling that has evolved and i cannot really explain it but it is a chemistry that requires two people to feel the same way. a mutual feeling of knowing you are both secure and love one another and that no one else can ever take that away from one another.



** i have to get ready for work now. i just couldn't resist starting a reply, lol. i will add answers to questions 2, 3, and 4 when i get home...

not if you are seeking less drama and more experience

good one rynn

"the pen usually doesn't mind"

adorable

a

door

able

to
open
both
ways



horrible

a

whore

able

to
take
it
any
way



adore

rubble

to
love
her
flaws



horror

able

to
be
a
whore

who is

horrible & adorable

with

a

door

able

to

open

two

ways




adorable & horrible




to all ways

be

two gather

how ever

unseveredalways

.

wow ladie,
have you been laid lately?

oh baby, your crazy
she said to me

seriously
how can you judge me?
i say

i sat here and listened to you
tell me
what you felt you had to say

like

how i should not wear pink
how i should not sit like this
how i should not talk so nice
how i should not look at that man so much
how i should not arch my back this way
how i should not wink at that man i was looking at so much

im sorry
you dont understand me


all i have to say is

i woke up today and reached in the dryer and pulled
out my only long sleeve dress shirt

disgruntled under the circumstances

i noticed all my whites were pink
and my brand new red shirt i just washed
still appeared to be red

so i ask you,
to what level of niceness would best appease you?

as for why i am looking at that man

i noticed he had the handle of a gun
sticking out of his waste
when he stretched his arms out
upwards

and he keeps looking in my direction
with a v-shaped eyebrows and it is
making me rather uncomfortable
in a most awkward trying to do my best
not to make a scene
kinda way


you said you noticed me
wink in his direction
when what i think was a gnat
flew into my eye and i did
not want to remove my hands
from where they are located
on a more severe similar issue


as for why i am sitting like this
is because i slept with three girls last night
and im not sure which one gave me what

all i know is it itches really bad
and if
and if i keep the pain suppressed
it seems to feel less scratchy


as for the arching of my back

it just naturally occured
as a reaction
in conjunction
with the suppressing
of my genitals

and it seems to help
to help relieve the pain

and with that said
the lady jumps up from her seat
snatches her purse off the patio table
and says

no reason to be a smart ***!

as she
un
nec
es
sar
il
y

storms off
into the distance

so many great writes in this post

thank you

2km
Ainjel
kc
Leigh
Athena

hand: (turns on the faucet)

faucet: is it just me or it getting hot in here?

hand: (turns up the heat)

faucet: here it comes! i think im gonna steam!

I CAN’T DENY
My ANGER
My PAIN
My DOUBT
My REGRET


I can't deny that i felt all of those emotions conveyed!

powerfuly written

The Theme

she wanted to know what was my theme
i wanted to scream
with my mouth closed
just to hear my ears pop

i thought
i dont have a particular
format
or structure

therapy
therapy
therapy

this what i get

i write what comes to my mind

it starts with a word
i elaborate

now we have two words. maybe they are two words that rhyme
maybe it is the start of the end i cannot say

this is difficult to portray
every harder to display

what she is asking
sounds so simple

yet i have a great tendency
to turn the easiest of thoughts
into something complex

and just like the opposite of sex

i dont get them as much as my own

i just write what i think

emotions
feelings
good
bad
combined

so many variations

i just love to write

like a light
making the most out of sight
at night

i do whatever comes to mind

sometimes i love it
sometimes i write something that sounds inspiring
and i hate it

every poem has a theme

every poem is different

i just want to be that poet where the theme is encrypted