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Topic: What words from your past still ring loud...
lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:06 PM

in your mind today?? (good or bad)flowerforyou

from a teacher
parent
lover??????


I grew up with abusive parents.. once my mom through me through the glass door and as I layed in pools of blood she said " let her f--ken bleed to death I wish she was never born"
15 stitches and a scar on my wrist.. I still hear her saying that! !......pitchfork yuk

AZAR09's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:09 PM
Edited by AZAR09 on Tue 03/17/09 05:09 PM


in your mind today?? (good or bad)flowerforyou

from a teacher
parent
lover??????


I grew up with abusive parents.. once my mom through me through the glass door and as I layed in pools of blood she said " let her f--ken bleed to death I wish she was never born"
15 stitches and a scar on my wrist.. I still hear her saying that! !......pitchfork yuk

That's terrible..........I'm so sorry you had to experience that!flowerforyou

ReddBeans's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:10 PM
My ex-husband tellin me "Ur a loosey Mom and Wife" the a$$hole had it so twisted. smokin

no photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:14 PM
Well, I have too many to tell. It is ironic how easy it is to recall the hurtful things. I do recall some of the wonderful things people have said at times, but if I'm unsure of something, those nasty words are the ones that pop in my head still.

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:14 PM



in your mind today?? (good or bad)flowerforyou

from a teacher
parent
lover??????


I grew up with abusive parents.. once my mom through me through the glass door and as I layed in pools of blood she said " let her f--ken bleed to death I wish she was never born"
15 stitches and a scar on my wrist.. I still hear her saying that! !......pitchfork yuk

That's terrible..........I'm so sorry you had to experience that!flowerforyou

Thanks.. but they left and moved to Fl. after that and I grew up real fast!
It made me strong and who I am today.
The day I had my daughter I promised to be a great parent and break the cycle...
I did and my daughter and I are best friends!!!:heart: love :heart: love

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:15 PM

Well, I have too many to tell. It is ironic how easy it is to recall the hurtful things. I do recall some of the wonderful things people have said at times, but if I'm unsure of something, those nasty words are the ones that pop in my head still.
so truewaving

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Tue 03/17/09 05:16 PM
The one that loops through my mind the most is: my old man telling me, "I'm just looking for an excuse to kill you." (and he meant KILL)

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:18 PM

The one that loops through my mind the most is: my old man telling me, "I'm just looking for an excuse to kill you." (and he meant KILL)

sorry cowboy... It eally sucks coming from a parent because they are SUPPOSE to love you...
flowers for you sir...flowers flowers

elwoodsully's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:27 PM
"Last call for alkyhaul". I haven't heard that in years.. Yes, I've been a good boy since I hit 40..

Meg8771's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:30 PM
When I was starting college, my parents asked me to sit down with them to fill out scholarship/grant applications. I told them not to worry - I would take care of it and I didn't need their help.


I am still paying for my student loans.......sad sad sad sad

FearandLoathing's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:34 PM
"Don't have kids boy.".

Not if I have even the slightest chance of turning into the father you were...

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Tue 03/17/09 05:38 PM


in your mind today?? (good or bad)flowerforyou

from a teacher
parent
lover??????


I grew up with abusive parents.. once my mom through me through the glass door and as I layed in pools of blood she said " let her f--ken bleed to death I wish she was never born"
15 stitches and a scar on my wrist.. I still hear her saying that! !......pitchfork yuk


Child abuse is a very, very bad thing. People do not realize the impact it has for generations to come.

I manage a shelter for abused children and I have 10 of the worst boys in a 4 county area, the ones noone else wants. And people wonder why they have the problems they do.

I am glad that you have such a wonderful outlook on life - you are a survivor and I admire you for being you. flowerforyou

Meg8771's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:39 PM

My ex-husband tellin me "Ur a loosey Mom and Wife" the a$$hole had it so twisted. smokin


It is definitely HIS loss! You are a wonderful person and I am glad you don't have to put up with that anymore.

Meg8771's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:40 PM

The one that loops through my mind the most is: my old man telling me, "I'm just looking for an excuse to kill you." (and he meant KILL)


flowerforyou I am glad that he didn't.

Gossipmpm's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:40 PM
"your nothing" as my ex put my head through a glass table. He's gone. My daughters always. Saying ". Mom your everything!"

wannacuddlewthme's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:43 PM
Eat it... It will give you muscles...well 27yrs later... Only got one muscle that gets BIGbigsmile

MeChrissy2's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:46 PM
When I was about 10 my granddaddy told me "Sugar Pie, there's only one you so don't blow it". I've remembered that ever since and even when I do blow it, I know he wouldn't be disappointed.

madisonman's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:50 PM
MY ex GF " oh god , yes yes yes......

Meg8771's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:50 PM

"your nothing" as my ex put my head through a glass table. He's gone. My daughters always. Saying ". Mom your everything!"


I am so sorry - I have tears in my eyes just thinking about that.

lovethelord's photo
Tue 03/17/09 05:53 PM



in your mind today?? (good or bad)flowerforyou

from a teacher
parent
lover??????


I grew up with abusive parents.. once my mom through me through the glass door and as I layed in pools of blood she said " let her f--ken bleed to death I wish she was never born"
15 stitches and a scar on my wrist.. I still hear her saying that! !......pitchfork yuk


Child abuse is a very, very bad thing. People do not realize the impact it has for generations to come.

I manage a shelter for abused children and I have 10 of the worst boys in a 4 county area, the ones noone else wants. And people wonder why they have the problems they do.

I am glad that you have such a wonderful outlook on life - you are a survivor and I admire you for being you. flowerforyou

Who would of thought I would grow up and love children and teaching.. Ive worked with alot of abused kids and adults and it is a sad thing to see much less live through...
I have alot of compassion for kids and old people.. they seem to get it the worst because they are vulnerable.....flowers

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