only thing i could say is , be careful of the grass is greener syndrome
,

spent many years with a woman, who couldnt see the forest fro the trees
, because all she could see was what i wasnt doing , instead of what i
was ,

we've been divorced two years now , and im still finding out about all
of her affairs,
not saying what you did was right or wrong , but if it felt like you
needed to do it then you needed to do it ,

anyway , i guess what i'm trying to say is ,sometimes we compare our
relationship to other peoples and say , why cant we be like that , or ,
he never does that for me ,
you need to be careful and realize that not everybody shows love and
caring the same way , ;-)
perhaps you do, but i know its a trap a lot of people fall into

hope you feel better soon ,

central illinois here , close but no cigar

looks like its gonna be pretty soggy here too,
id go get a line wet , but its raining too hard ,
guess ill just cook up a big breakfast , and watch tv ,

as y'all are out having fun and partying, cooking , whatever,
remember why we have this holiday, and be sure to take a few moments
monday to remember the ones who gave all , so you could have what you
have ,

WTF?

Get a Dog !!!