<<wagging tail, excitedly...>>

hi, i'm julylookingaround. my teenage daughter won't get up to go to the beach again... i'm cooking food, and there's nothing on tv again, so i'm on the computer...

"yes dear..."

hmmm..., i'm alone, but not lonely...

hi, i'm julylookingaround, and i just got in the door with my daughter surfing at the beach... i'm tired, and all the tv's are hogged up, my tummy is full, so now i'm on the computer...

call me a sap, but i'm a complete believer...!

i love my crock pot, i just kinda toss everything in there, and when i come home from work... it's so YuMmY!!!! i was so glad when i told my ex to leave, that she didn't take it with her...

just want to add that when my ex and i were still together. she always said we needed to get the pump, the same one in the hospital, because nothing works as good... (i got to turn on the switch...)

it makes me angry when i see those things... i love being a parent...

i'll go for ugly, then she will be all mine...!

love sucks, and yes i can afford a long distance relationship... call me a sap, but i'll do anything for the one... (or at least makes me believe she's the one...)

i've only had relationships with women who make the first move..., maybe thats my problem... and why i'm single again... because i don't chase after anyone...

i have to agree with texas, i was in a bad relationship for 5 years... she was always right, and had to have the last word... so to diffuse the argument i just agreed (which as a lie) or told a white lie so she would stop yelling (which was bad too), or did not tell the whole truth to stop the cycle of rebuttals... now its over i'm a lot happier that i don't have to do those things anymore...

i have fallen under 3 & 4..., (puts head down in shame...)

i like shy ones..., hmmm, now where do i plug in this controller... ahhh and older version, pulling out the atari joystick

that would be nice...

hmmm... demanding, i've herd that before... let me think... yep, yep, i've gotten in trouble for it before...! yep, i remember...!

i have been keeping a list that i have piled together from past experiences. my ex and i left off on #54... geez, i hope there isn't anymore...!

i am very simple... with a few needs...

1. a friend
2. a companion
3. a lover
4. a brother
5. a father
6. a master
7. a chef
8. an electrician
9. a carpenter
10. a plumber
11. a mechanic
12. a decorator
13. a stylist
14. a sexologist
15. a gynecologist
16. a psychologist
17. a pest exterminator
18. a psychiatrist
19. a healer
20. a good listener
21. an organizer
22. a good father
23. very clean
24. sympathetic
25. athletic
26. warm
27. attentive
28. gallant
29. intelligent
30. funny
31. creative
32. tender
33. strong
34. understanding
35. tolerant
36. prudent
37. ambitious
38. capable
39. courageous
40. determined
41. true
42. dependable
43. passionate
44. compassionate

WITHOUT FORGETTING TO:

45. give her compliments regularly
46. love shopping
47. be honest
48. be very rich
49. not stress her out
50. not look at other girls

AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:

51. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself
52. give her lots of time, especially time for herself
53. give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes

IT IS VERY IMPORTANT:

54. Never to forget:
* birthdays
* anniversaries
* arrangements she makes