Lately I've been wishing I had one desire
something that would make me never want another
something that would make it so that nothing matters
all would be clear then

but I guess i'll have to settle for a few brief moments
and watch it all dissolve into a single second
try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
or one foolish line

'cause that's all that you'll get so you'll have to accept
you are here then you're gone
but i believe that lovers should be tied together
thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather
left there to drown
left there to drown
in their innocence

but as for me i'm coming to the final chapter
i read all of the pages and there's still no answer
only all that was before i know must soon come after
that's the only way it can be

so I stand in the sun
and I breathe with my lungs
trying to spare me the weight of the truth
saying everything you've ever seen was just a mirror
spent your whole life sweating in an endless fever
now you're laying in a bathtub full of freezing water
wishing you were a ghost

but once you knew a girl and you named her lover
danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer
autumn came, she disappeared
you can't remember where she said she was going to

but you know that she is gone 'cause she left you a song
that you don't want to sing
singing I believe that lovers should be chained together
thrown into a fire with their songs and letters
left there to burn
left there to burn
in their arrogance
but as for me i'm coming to my final failure
killed myself with changes trying to make things better
ended up becoming something other than what I had planned to be

now i believe that lovers should be draped in flowers
and layed entwined together on a bed of clover
left there to sleep
left there to dream of their happiness

just fyi to that guy who thinks this is a positive thing.I dont even eat sandwiches and chips..my dad doesnt let me eat so why he said that?no idea.plus Im not even fat...well i dont think so I weigh 128.well then again in comparison to other people that is fat.

thanks people for your comments.
and no he isnt my boyfriend.that jerk is my dad.

Get off your lazy butt, lay down that big sandwich and potato chips and go to a gym, all you have are excuses, I go to the gym 5 days a week and watch what I eat and what I have are 2 things you don't have WILL POWER and Vanity

this guy is a jerk...i hate him.he actually said this to me!

Thoroughly modern millie.
or Fame!.
or URinetown.
or The Producers.

school=sucks

mistake=life

psh whateva.I think need that 10.:).

lol jk.different person.

I cant see your face.

in the most nonlesbian way possible.then yes.

I believe that lovers should be chained together,
Thrown into a fire with their songs and letters,
And left there to burn,
Left there to burn in their arrogance

Bright Eyes Bright Eyes and Bright Eyes

Mine is a song by Conor Oberst.[My future Husband : D]
Im honestly no tthat sexual.

the word of the day is "legs"
now lets go back to my place and spread the word.

do you have a mirror in your pants?cause I can see myself in them

hahahahahhaha.omg.
hahahaha

it's very true though...knowing I am still a teenager.
veryvery true.

47.

I know a fact about the human brain.it doesnt matter what order the
letters in a word go in as long as the first and last are the same
because the we dont read every single letter.: ).thanks myspace for
informing me.hahaha.

I ate the trojan man because I got high!!

represent *****es.leetleet.

well honestly I would probally go for the good looking one...it would be
the wrong decision..but I always make that choice.