gray clouds
raining
on my cardboard
box
but i
did not
move
inside
the box
which was
once warm
but was now
bending in

my eyes
open
but i am
deaad

this is
my suicide
for
the day

it heals
my hunger
to be cold

it heals
my
loneliness
when
i'm
in pain

how can
i
get up
again
without
being
insane

it is the
only way
to face
the sun
and its
million
eyes

my bones
in my
spirit
so tired

i hope
to dream
of a woman
any woman

i hope
to see
a family
in
my dreams
any family

for when
i wake up

i will
be wet

but my
soul
will be
dried up

you will find that woman one day and have that family
you so desire,

DANG!!!!!!!!!!!

to you ladies,
thank you

jimmy

With family comes home, peace, hope, and security... the final numbness from the pain...

Nice write Jimmy

(((((jimmy)))))

within you Live within you see within you feel within your amazing,,,

One have once again left that Awe feeling deep within me and I once knew of this place you talk of

Jim very good write,I was close to that place once.You will find what you seek

Should really learn to re-read what I type before I run off to ponder me thoughts,,

Life is within you my Angel,,, Within you i See beauty,, I see Life,, I see this Aweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee that so surrounds your Soul,,, Alone in life,,,not at all what I Envision...

..........it is a sad way of life and far too many have been there.......

Nice write here my friend, many over look the ones they don't wish to see.
You showed them...