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Topic: Pride (repost...for me)
kc0003's photo
Tue 07/14/09 10:59 PM
Edited by kc0003 on Tue 07/14/09 11:14 PM
tonight i spoke to him for the first time in a year and a half. as i continue my fight to remain a part of his life, i needed to visit this again...for me...sorry for the repost.




Nickolas
I will always love you and always be there for you...

He entered my life at six months old
with no one to be his father.
As occurs all too much in this world,
someone just didn't bother.

My love for his mother
grew and grew.
Something else happened;
I fell in love with him too.

Nine years went by too fast

Remembering-
The times I ran when he fell.
Listening to the stories he’d tell.
Watching the world through his eyes.
Hurting every time he cries.

He is a wonderful child,
with a brilliant mind.
Compassionate,
funny,
exceedingly kind.

It cannot be measured all I learned from him.
I was supposed to be the teacher.

Nine years went by too fast.
For his birthday this year,
he asked.

Could we be a family again?
Now, that's heart wrenching stuff,
from a child of ten.

Last night I cried,
when we ended our call.
No, it wasn't for the,
I love you.
You will see.
The tears were a mixture,
of pride
and sad.
For the word he chose,
to call me was...

Dad




kc07



Queene123's photo
Tue 07/14/09 11:03 PM
WOW!!!!sad

kc0003's photo
Tue 07/14/09 11:09 PM

WOW!!!!sad




thank you... flowerforyou

ArtGurl's photo
Tue 07/14/09 11:17 PM
So beautiful ... from the heart of a Dad ... :cry:

:heart: :heart: :heart:

kc0003's photo
Tue 07/14/09 11:19 PM

So beautiful ... from the heart of a Dad ... :cry:

:heart: :heart: :heart:




thank you my beautiful friend...

:heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: flowers

ematwo71's photo
Tue 07/14/09 11:24 PM
what a true man you are!!!

LAMom's photo
Wed 07/15/09 12:35 AM

tonight i spoke to him for the first time in a year and a half. as i continue my fight to remain a part of his life, i needed to visit this again...for me...sorry for the repost.




Nickolas
I will always love you and always be there for you...

He entered my life at six months old
with no one to be his father.
As occurs all too much in this world,
someone just didn't bother.

My love for his mother
grew and grew.
Something else happened;
I fell in love with him too.

Nine years went by too fast

Remembering-
The times I ran when he fell.
Listening to the stories he’d tell.
Watching the world through his eyes.
Hurting every time he cries.

He is a wonderful child,
with a brilliant mind.
Compassionate,
funny,
exceedingly kind.

It cannot be measured all I learned from him.
I was supposed to be the teacher.

Nine years went by too fast.
For his birthday this year,
he asked.

Could we be a family again?
Now, that's heart wrenching stuff,
from a child of ten.

Last night I cried,
when we ended our call.
No, it wasn't for the,
I love you.
You will see.
The tears were a mixture,
of pride
and sad.
For the word he chose,
to call me was...

Dad




kc07





Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh Kevin I know how the distance that was set between you two has tormented you,, As you take in the Awwwwwww effect
embrace the Love,,, and trust that this is a new beginning

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I am gitty with warmth,,

:heart: flowers

kc0003's photo
Wed 07/15/09 06:08 AM

what a true man you are!!!




thank you for taking the time flowerforyou

kc0003's photo
Wed 07/15/09 06:12 AM


tonight i spoke to him for the first time in a year and a half. as i continue my fight to remain a part of his life, i needed to visit this again...for me...sorry for the repost.




Nickolas
I will always love you and always be there for you...

He entered my life at six months old
with no one to be his father.
As occurs all too much in this world,
someone just didn't bother.

My love for his mother
grew and grew.
Something else happened;
I fell in love with him too.

Nine years went by too fast

Remembering-
The times I ran when he fell.
Listening to the stories he’d tell.
Watching the world through his eyes.
Hurting every time he cries.

He is a wonderful child,
with a brilliant mind.
Compassionate,
funny,
exceedingly kind.

It cannot be measured all I learned from him.
I was supposed to be the teacher.

Nine years went by too fast.
For his birthday this year,
he asked.

Could we be a family again?
Now, that's heart wrenching stuff,
from a child of ten.

Last night I cried,
when we ended our call.
No, it wasn't for the,
I love you.
You will see.
The tears were a mixture,
of pride
and sad.
For the word he chose,
to call me was...

Dad




kc07





Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh Kevin I know how the distance that was set between you two has tormented you,, As you take in the Awwwwwww effect
embrace the Love,,, and trust that this is a new beginning

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I am gitty with warmth,,

:heart: flowers






yes you do know...
i really do appreciate the times you
have let me vent over this and
the understanding and compassion you
have shown me

:heart: you and miss you...

MzEm's photo
Wed 07/15/09 06:28 AM
So touchingly beautiful. flowerforyou

no photo
Wed 07/15/09 07:24 AM
Reading this all I can think of is stef and the way it touched her the first time she read it.

She would be pleased to hear this news.
Peace to you bro.

kc0003's photo
Wed 07/15/09 09:16 AM
Edited by kc0003 on Wed 07/15/09 09:32 AM

So touchingly beautiful. flowerforyou


Thank you so much...

AngelLight's photo
Wed 07/15/09 09:26 AM
What a remarkable gift you are to one another :heart:

God, just lovely kc.

d4tc's photo
Wed 07/15/09 09:39 AM
Fantastic Write!

Held me emotionally captive... drinker

I felt a drop of water in one of my eyes! laugh

pkh's photo
Wed 07/15/09 10:10 AM
wow a beautiful write

Differentkindofwench's photo
Wed 07/15/09 10:10 AM
Ohhh please don't apologize for reposting this. Part of me wants to get up and dance that you've talked, yet another part of me wants to curl up with a pillow and bawl. Faith and strength, Kace!

no photo
Wed 07/15/09 11:04 AM
You know how this touched me as we have discussed. I know your heart must have soared to just hear his voice. Wishing the best outcome and resumed contact.:heart: flowerforyou

kc0003's photo
Wed 07/15/09 11:20 AM

Reading this all I can think of is stef and the way it touched her the first time she read it.

She would be pleased to hear this news.
Peace to you bro.



Thank you my friend

kc0003's photo
Wed 07/15/09 11:23 AM

What a remarkable gift you are to one another :heart:

God, just lovely kc.






He is truly the gift
I am just along for the ride.

Thank you angel

kc0003's photo
Wed 07/15/09 11:51 AM

Fantastic Write!

Held me emotionally captive... drinker

I felt a drop of water in one of my eyes! laugh







Its ok you can keep your man card. Ha!

Thanks for the line.

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