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Edited by
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tonight i spoke to him for the first time in a year and a half. as i continue my fight to remain a part of his life, i needed to visit this again...for me...sorry for the repost.
Nickolas I will always love you and always be there for you... He entered my life at six months old with no one to be his father. As occurs all too much in this world, someone just didn't bother. My love for his mother grew and grew. Something else happened; I fell in love with him too. Nine years went by too fast Remembering- The times I ran when he fell. Listening to the stories he’d tell. Watching the world through his eyes. Hurting every time he cries. He is a wonderful child, with a brilliant mind. Compassionate, funny, exceedingly kind. It cannot be measured all I learned from him. I was supposed to be the teacher. Nine years went by too fast. For his birthday this year, he asked. Could we be a family again? Now, that's heart wrenching stuff, from a child of ten. Last night I cried, when we ended our call. No, it wasn't for the, I love you. You will see. The tears were a mixture, of pride and sad. For the word he chose, to call me was... Dad kc07 |
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WOW!!!!
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WOW!!!! thank you... |
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So beautiful ... from the heart of a Dad ...
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So beautiful ... from the heart of a Dad ... thank you my beautiful friend... |
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what a true man you are!!!
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tonight i spoke to him for the first time in a year and a half. as i continue my fight to remain a part of his life, i needed to visit this again...for me...sorry for the repost. Nickolas I will always love you and always be there for you... He entered my life at six months old with no one to be his father. As occurs all too much in this world, someone just didn't bother. My love for his mother grew and grew. Something else happened; I fell in love with him too. Nine years went by too fast Remembering- The times I ran when he fell. Listening to the stories he’d tell. Watching the world through his eyes. Hurting every time he cries. He is a wonderful child, with a brilliant mind. Compassionate, funny, exceedingly kind. It cannot be measured all I learned from him. I was supposed to be the teacher. Nine years went by too fast. For his birthday this year, he asked. Could we be a family again? Now, that's heart wrenching stuff, from a child of ten. Last night I cried, when we ended our call. No, it wasn't for the, I love you. You will see. The tears were a mixture, of pride and sad. For the word he chose, to call me was... Dad kc07 Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh Kevin I know how the distance that was set between you two has tormented you,, As you take in the Awwwwwww effect embrace the Love,,, and trust that this is a new beginning Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I am gitty with warmth,, |
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what a true man you are!!! thank you for taking the time |
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tonight i spoke to him for the first time in a year and a half. as i continue my fight to remain a part of his life, i needed to visit this again...for me...sorry for the repost. Nickolas I will always love you and always be there for you... He entered my life at six months old with no one to be his father. As occurs all too much in this world, someone just didn't bother. My love for his mother grew and grew. Something else happened; I fell in love with him too. Nine years went by too fast Remembering- The times I ran when he fell. Listening to the stories he’d tell. Watching the world through his eyes. Hurting every time he cries. He is a wonderful child, with a brilliant mind. Compassionate, funny, exceedingly kind. It cannot be measured all I learned from him. I was supposed to be the teacher. Nine years went by too fast. For his birthday this year, he asked. Could we be a family again? Now, that's heart wrenching stuff, from a child of ten. Last night I cried, when we ended our call. No, it wasn't for the, I love you. You will see. The tears were a mixture, of pride and sad. For the word he chose, to call me was... Dad kc07 Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh Kevin I know how the distance that was set between you two has tormented you,, As you take in the Awwwwwww effect embrace the Love,,, and trust that this is a new beginning Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I am gitty with warmth,, yes you do know... i really do appreciate the times you have let me vent over this and the understanding and compassion you have shown me you and miss you... |
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So touchingly beautiful.
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Reading this all I can think of is stef and the way it touched her the first time she read it.
She would be pleased to hear this news. Peace to you bro. |
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Edited by
kc0003
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Wed 07/15/09 09:32 AM
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So touchingly beautiful. Thank you so much... |
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What a remarkable gift you are to one another
God, just lovely kc. |
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Fantastic Write!
Held me emotionally captive... I felt a drop of water in one of my eyes! |
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wow a beautiful write
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Ohhh please don't apologize for reposting this. Part of me wants to get up and dance that you've talked, yet another part of me wants to curl up with a pillow and bawl. Faith and strength, Kace!
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You know how this touched me as we have discussed. I know your heart must have soared to just hear his voice. Wishing the best outcome and resumed contact.
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Reading this all I can think of is stef and the way it touched her the first time she read it. She would be pleased to hear this news. Peace to you bro. Thank you my friend |
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What a remarkable gift you are to one another God, just lovely kc. He is truly the gift I am just along for the ride. Thank you angel |
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Fantastic Write! Held me emotionally captive... I felt a drop of water in one of my eyes! Its ok you can keep your man card. Ha! Thanks for the line. |
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