Wishing you well, Debbie.

I know I am, but after today, I lost that fighting spirit.

Im praying I get it back, because the other option doesn't bare to think about.

thank you.

Thank you.

I Have been praying for you.

I will continue to pray for healing, strength and for his love around you

Take care my beautiful sister

Thanks Annie

The next few weeks are going to really test me, I just hope I can do it and the prayers give me strength back to carry on battling.

Debbie -

Here's one of my favorite songs. I wanted to post it for you.

http://youtu.be/zSif77IVQdY

Always holding your hand. Find strength in your weakness.

Tulip

Debbie, your posts are always so positive.
I join in with the others to pray and I know you will find the strength and support to face this.

Thank you so much.

That song is lovely and it gives me hope, thank you for giving me that.

Considering what your going through, this means so much to me.

I will keep praying for you.

Thank you. I really hope so because if I don't, I don't know how I will make it.

And knowing there's something else seriously wrong with me as well and more tests is a bit much with all the unbearable medical crap going on as well and it doesn't help one doctor made a huge mistake and im going through a serious complaint process.

Just so much going on and all at the same time.

Hi Baby Girl,
Sorry to hear you are having tough days. Some days it is ok to just have a yucky day and feel blue hearted but they will pass; promise. Why? because you have all sorts of people you do not even know praying for you and sending you strength and working towards cures. And you are always on my God Bless list every morning and every night. Star.

Most definitely sending these

Thank you.

I made a mistake today, This is about something else as well, not in relation to any other of my posts, I was meant to be going for a biopsy today to test for cancer, it looks suspicious, but after the news I got today and other things medically related and doctors, I didn't go. I just couldn't go, I literally just had a break down when I got back from the doctors and I couldn't do anything but shake. I don't know what to do next, I will just have to see when I've got my spirit back and when I've got some fight back in me.

There is so much to deal with and I don't know where to start. At the moment I cant see a start, im hoping that will change.

Thank you.

Thoughts and prayers.
You get to feeling better, Debbie.

It does get overwhelming, Debbie. Just last week, after my doctors appointment, the tears just started rolling the minute I left. I cried all the way down the elevator, through the lobby and out to the car. My mom just walked silently beside me with her hand on my back.

I actually felt better afterward. It's normal if it gets to you; just don't lose your hope.

Thank you.

Yes it does, I've just had to battle for so long and I've managed ok despite it being very hard, I've only got this bad, because it is so much to deal with at one time and its all unbearable and with the horrendous physical pain as well, oh god. im really struggling.Im sorry.

Your doing so well, and sometimes its good to cry, I know that's what I've been doing all day. (((hugs)) and a big thanks to you.

Im sorry for venting.

Just take the time you need to absorb it all. Then reschedule your biopsy. I go to the doctors 5-7 times each month and it helps to stay focused and organized.

The lesion could just as easily be a cyst and non-cancerous. Praying for positive result. Pain is also difficult to manage and seriously affects your daily living. Mine is under control with pain medicine. Not a huge fan of pain medicine but it helps me to get out of bed and do normal things.

Above all, try to stay positive (sometimes that is really hard to do).

Hugs

I will, im going to try and sleep.

Im not so worried about this white patch, they are, im not. its the other bad news that's really got me and its just mixed in with other crap as well, its just all come at once, if it didn't I would be handling this much better.

My pain isn't controlled at all, but that's another battle im going through. Im glad yours is under control.

Your a truly inspiring lady and thank you.

Stay strong and positive Debbie!