Seether - Broken
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i5JU5NpdBW4

or Guns n Roses - I used to love her Lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JUNYSWRDNuc

I haven't gotten either yet but, the way the COD series has gone so far says that this one won't be too long lasting. And you know it will be full of modders and who knows how many glitches. I'd probably wait a bit to hear reviews and see how many patches its going to need.

I think you have to be open to any type of relationship. It all depends on the other person
and the circumstances. I was married 10yrs and swore up and down I'd never do it again but
I've met someone whom I plan on marrying. You just have to keep an open mind. I think people
let their bad experiences in relationships bitter them which really doesn't help much when starting a new one.
Every single relationship experience is different and you have to go into any new one with an open mind.

You're right. Its all about confidence and not worrying about what others think of you.
If you can't be happy with yourself and love yourself for who you are then how can you
expect others to? People do pick up on that stuff for sure.

Thats the beauty of meeting people online, they get to know YOU not just what they see.
Sounds like you need to dwell less on your weight issue and more on your good points.
As we get older a lot of women and men start to realize, a lot of the people with the "perfect" bodies
are pretty messed up in other ways. You'll find someone, just need to be more positive.
And you should be picky, don't just settle for just anyone.

You can find a good spouse anywhere same as a bad spouse. People tend to look too hard.
I hate when people tell me, oh you should go here or there. you're more likely to meet someone
good when and where you least expect it. You're going to have good people and bad people in church, same as anywhere else. There is no one perfect place to find the "best" spouse. Plus it all depends on your definition of what the best spouse is. The key is to learn from your personal experiences, you can't rely on others.

Calling You - Blue October

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3JKOnYh6snc

great music and great lyrics from these guys.