Right cause you're HILARIOS!...ya know? maybe some of us aren't too good at what goes where! gosh i'm horribly sorry but thank you for reminding me why i left this place for so long!

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Hiya =) welcome welcome

The main way my best friend and I communicate right now is through yahoo mail because for some reason he won't use myspace which is fine because i've never once had a problem with my mail so i start e-mailing him every day after he got to afghanistan and i assumed when i never got a reply that he read it and he was just busy so i kept sending them every day well about a week later he called me and said s omething about not having heard from his friends i told him i've e-mailed him every day without fail and he said he hadn't gotten anything this isn't ever a problem with any of my other friends so does anyone know what could be up with this??

Just a baby, not even two
Meant nothing to him compared to the booze
Away to Alaska she and mommy flew
A young airman fell in love
Suddenly he was a daddy too
They played
He tucked her in at night
And when the fear was just too much
He held her very tight
Safety in a cold world
Steady ground in an earthquake
Daddy has always been here;
Physical therapy, birthday’s, holidays
Nothing he ever missed
When a fever claimed her little brow
He was the one to make it better;
When the time was right, he told her the truth
There was another man
Back when she was not even two
He dried all the tears that fell
And promised he loved her just the same
Years passed
Graduation was here and gone
The other man never spoke a word
Probably the booze is still his first love
No sense of loss lingers
Daddy has always been here

cool things are eh but i feel better cause i got the tunes cranked nobodys here but me sooo i was like okey dokey tooo much negitivity because of he who must not be named...just beat up =P so yea

LOL whats up today??

howdy mom long time no talk like...yesterday =P

lol welcome back shoesmonkey!!

I work on a paper now too =) well sorta see i started helping out at our local food pantry but i couldnt do much to help out physically SOO one day the director (pam) went outta town for some thing with her kid dad mentioned i love to help other and writing is my passion so she gave me the reins for the weekend and she hasn't gotten them back yet lol i love it =) it helps a ton of families cause in the newsletter is our needs list ya know like stuff ppl need to donate and on top of all that she stuck me with data entry too lol its awesome i love pam to death for this =) most of the time im swamped never thought i'd say that lol

hiya mikey hiya pats how goes it these days

i know it is!! im sooo excited lol summer is my fave season!!

Since I've been around here how's everybody been?

Momma is twenty-one
Daddy twenty-three
The wedding was but six months before
now in a few months they'll be meeting me
Sometimes momma cries at night
Daddy paces nervously
He shouts about money they don't have
and the time being too soon
She tries to tell him there is a way
Daddy has none of it though
"Go to the doctor"
With that momma screamed at him to leave
Oh no they're yelling about me.
Daddy please don't be angry
I'll try not to be in the way
I won't cry much, not even if I'm hungry
You work hard to give momma what she has
And even if my shirt is a blanket,
It won't be all that bad.
Please don't send me to heaven yet
i don't want momma to be sad
Let me come and meet you both
and you'll see, it won't be so bad
Hold me daddy, just one time
Look into my unknowing baby eyes and see the days ahead.
Let me be your little boy, teach me to play ball
scold me when I'm naughty
Don't send me back to be with God
He sent me to be with you
Daddy I want you to love me
And someday when I'm all grown up
You and mommy will be proud. I promise
please...will you let me stay?

dale jr is AMAZINGGGGGG

Don'tcha just love it when you cancel plans because as far as you knew you had other plans but they ended up changing and you were never informed UGH

I'm soooooo proud of my cuz she was promoted at drill the other day shes now PV2 =D the military thing still freaks me out but we actually talked about it and i feel better so now im just proud since she is my best friend

Been awhile since I've written anything about it that's because i'm not here all that much these days but no this time I haven't quit like I feared I might at this point i'm finally able to bend my left leg which is a HUGE victory before i just couldn't at all no matter how hard i tried. My best friend has A Lot to do with the progress, she has a brother with CP who is much more...involved than I am. And she watched everything and listened to everything they told her and her parents when they took him to therapy, now he's walking with very little assistance she showed me everything she knew and has pushed when i wanted to quit and now i'm even standing a little bit better I've been SOOO excited but i've been a little discouraged at times because even though i am seeing changes I still cannot bend my left knee when i go to crawl I can do it in my chair and when im on my back but my stomach pshhh it's like trying to uproot a tree =( hopefully soon that'll change because at times its frustrating i give it my all every day and it's still hard hard hard work but i suppose Lance Armstrong didn't win the Tour De France with a few weeks training bet he wished it could've been that simple though at times =)

Yesterday my younger brother let me in on the fact that my cousin is joining the National Guard in May we have always been really close and he wasn't supposed to tell me she was going to but it slipped so now i'm sort of upset actually i'm really upset which is weird because i wasn't when any of my guy cousins made the same decisions. A friend told me to calm down because she wouldn't be allowed on the front lines the problem is I don't know if he was just trying to make me feel better or if that's true don't get me wrong i'm proud of my cuz i just worry because A she's a girl and B she's tiny =( Sorry just sort of needed to get that out

Grumbling bus continues its journey
i-pod plays another country song
While little children chatter about nothing.
asleep in front, she's twenty-three
They talk to her, but she can't hear
smile at her, it won't be remembered
Thoughts about the day ahead ramble in silence
the morning has been a mess
Another glance around the old clattering school bus
Unseeing eyes now watch,
lips move clumsily and awkward spilling nothing but tiny squeaks
A plastic baby bottle hits the dusty floor,
water gently laps at the sides before settling.
They pick it up for her but it will not be taken
arms and legs now move, purposely I'm not sure
Into the commotion of the classroom now
amongst the brightly painted walls chalkboards and desks
a young woman floats endlessly in nothingness
Every tiny blessing was counted that morning
In that instant I knew the lesson just given would never be forgotten
thank you for the hardships, and the good times too.
With misty eyes I aimed my chair towards the next hall
It's time for the first class