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TxsGal3333 Joined Tue 09/05/06 Posts: 76372	Tue 10/30/12 11:32 AM
I had to put on a bathing suit and strut around and shake that thing for hours to get him to change his mind!!! I am exhausted!

markecephus Joined Sun 10/07/07 Posts: 13831	Tue 10/30/12 12:06 PM
In my life I have witnessed the horrible effects of Chemo. However........ If there is a small chance that by slowing this I can make one last trip to Seattle..... spend a few more days with My Sweet Lady.... make that one last trip to my childhood home and see some dear friends... have that one last journey on the bike....however short..... I am willing to take that chance. I pray, that you get to do all of those things, and more! I have seen what chemo can do. I know it takes a lot out of a person, but i have also seen doctors amazed and speechless. Don't give up on hope, don't give up on prayer, and know that people are praying for you. You can bet you're on my prayer list.

Ghostrider2u Joined Thu 05/17/07 Posts: 6953	Tue 10/30/12 12:39 PM Edited by Ghostrider2u on Tue 10/30/12 12:39 PM
I had to put on a bathing suit and strut around and shake that thing for hours to get him to change his mind!!! I am exhausted! Please dont....Encourage her..... She is evil..... In such a Wonderful way!!!!

mssilverfox Joined Sat 12/08/07 Posts: 10529	Tue 10/30/12 12:51 PM
My thoughts and prayers are with you and Pyxxie, Ghost, don't give up just yet... miracles do happen...

LAMom Joined Tue 12/12/06 Posts: 26866	Tue 10/30/12 12:57 PM
((Ghost))) Where there is Hope there is Strength... We give you strength and spread hope to fill your soul may the pain ease and the memories you wish to make pave your path to a calm and understanding Love & Light

TxsGal3333 Joined Tue 09/05/06 Posts: 76372	Tue 10/30/12 01:10 PM
I had to put on a bathing suit and strut around and shake that thing for hours to get him to change his mind!!! I am exhausted! Please dont....Encourage her..... She is evil..... In such a Wonderful way!!!! Meeeeeeeeeee encourage her now would I do something like that???? But I do hear that this works too....on those that don't want to listen..

pyxxie13 Joined Wed 09/28/11 Posts: 3835	Tue 10/30/12 01:18 PM
Oh boy! That got my attention!!

Ghostrider2u Joined Thu 05/17/07 Posts: 6953	Tue 10/30/12 01:20 PM
Oh boy! That got my attention!! Took Ya long enough!!!

Ghostrider2u Joined Thu 05/17/07 Posts: 6953	Tue 10/30/12 01:24 PM
I had to put on a bathing suit and strut around and shake that thing for hours to get him to change his mind!!! I am exhausted! Please dont....Encourage her..... She is evil..... In such a Wonderful way!!!! Meeeeeeeeeee encourage her now would I do something like that???? But I do here that this works too....on those that don't want to listen.. She has one of those..... It's.....HAWT!!!!!

Conrad_73 Joined Sat 09/29/07 Posts: 22488	Tue 10/30/12 01:28 PM
I am sorry to hear this! But don't give up yet!

Simonedemidova Joined Mon 11/15/10 Posts: 8952	Tue 10/30/12 03:14 PM
I had a good night. Spent it talking with Pyxxie, as many many nights!! Woke this morning not feeling too bad. The new pain meds are helping emencely. Life offers no promises, no gaurantees.......... But it does offer.....Hope On occasion. I have spent this morning talking with the Docs. I want everyone to know what I have decided. In my present state......none of the things important to me are achievably. So I truely have..... Nothing to lose!!! A stage 4 prognosis is trecherous. The tumor is non-operable, therefore the source cannot be removed. They offer me no promise.....only a window of hope. In my life I have witnessed the horrible effects of Chemo. However........ If there is a small chance that by slowing this I can make one last trip to Seattle..... spend a few more days with My Sweet Lady.... make that one last trip to my childhood home and see some dear friends... have that one last journey on the bike....however short..... I am willing to take that chance. I will begin treatment tomorrow morning. Please understand....this will not save me.... Only offer me some....Hope. I'm good with that!!! Thank You ALL....sooo much for the....Love!!! Sometimes buying time is worth it to tie up loose ends. My dad and I grew much closer during his treatment. We talked a lot and had he died suddenly we both would have lost a lot more. He was stage four as well. He did chemo and he also did another treatment (expiramental) which did stop some cells from spreading in certain areas. It didn't benefit him, but we hope it will benefit other future patients.

vivian2981 Joined Thu 04/16/09 Posts: 37289	Tue 10/30/12 03:55 PM
I had a good night. Spent it talking with Pyxxie, as many many nights!! Woke this morning not feeling too bad. The new pain meds are helping emencely. Life offers no promises, no gaurantees.......... But it does offer.....Hope On occasion. I have spent this morning talking with the Docs. I want everyone to know what I have decided. In my present state......none of the things important to me are achievably. So I truely have..... Nothing to lose!!! A stage 4 prognosis is trecherous. The tumor is non-operable, therefore the source cannot be removed. They offer me no promise.....only a window of hope. In my life I have witnessed the horrible effects of Chemo. However........ If there is a small chance that by slowing this I can make one last trip to Seattle..... spend a few more days with My Sweet Lady.... make that one last trip to my childhood home and see some dear friends... have that one last journey on the bike....however short..... I am willing to take that chance. I will begin treatment tomorrow morning. Please understand....this will not save me.... Only offer me some....Hope. I'm good with that!!! Thank You ALL....sooo much for the....Love!!! Sometimes buying time is worth it to tie up loose ends. My dad and I grew much closer during his treatment. We talked a lot and had he died suddenly we both would have lost a lot more. He was stage four as well. He did chemo and he also did another treatment (expiramental) which did stop some cells from spreading in certain areas. It didn't benefit him, but we hope it will benefit other future patients. In 2007, my son was diagnosed with 4th stage cancer, a very fast spreading cancer...It was in the linings of his lungs and behind his heart...it was inoperative...an aggressive doctor using aggressive treatments saved his life..in August of this year, he was declaired cancer free.. MIRACLES DO HAPPEN! So ghost...fight the good fight and never give up hope.

Ghostrider2u Joined Thu 05/17/07 Posts: 6953	Tue 10/30/12 04:25 PM
I had a good night. Spent it talking with Pyxxie, as many many nights!! Woke this morning not feeling too bad. The new pain meds are helping emencely. Life offers no promises, no gaurantees.......... But it does offer.....Hope On occasion. I have spent this morning talking with the Docs. I want everyone to know what I have decided. In my present state......none of the things important to me are achievably. So I truely have..... Nothing to lose!!! A stage 4 prognosis is trecherous. The tumor is non-operable, therefore the source cannot be removed. They offer me no promise.....only a window of hope. In my life I have witnessed the horrible effects of Chemo. However........ If there is a small chance that by slowing this I can make one last trip to Seattle..... spend a few more days with My Sweet Lady.... make that one last trip to my childhood home and see some dear friends... have that one last journey on the bike....however short..... I am willing to take that chance. I will begin treatment tomorrow morning. Please understand....this will not save me.... Only offer me some....Hope. I'm good with that!!! Thank You ALL....sooo much for the....Love!!! Sometimes buying time is worth it to tie up loose ends. My dad and I grew much closer during his treatment. We talked a lot and had he died suddenly we both would have lost a lot more. He was stage four as well. He did chemo and he also did another treatment (expiramental) which did stop some cells from spreading in certain areas. It didn't benefit him, but we hope it will benefit other future patients. In 2007, my son was diagnosed with 4th stage cancer, a very fast spreading cancer...It was in the linings of his lungs and behind his heart...it was inoperative...an aggressive doctor using aggressive treatments saved his life..in August of this year, he was declaired cancer free.. MIRACLES DO HAPPEN! So ghost...fight the good fight and never give up hope. Thanks Viv.....that is inspiring!!

vivian2981 Joined Thu 04/16/09 Posts: 37289	Tue 10/30/12 04:45 PM
I had a good night. Spent it talking with Pyxxie, as many many nights!! Woke this morning not feeling too bad. The new pain meds are helping emencely. Life offers no promises, no gaurantees.......... But it does offer.....Hope On occasion. I have spent this morning talking with the Docs. I want everyone to know what I have decided. In my present state......none of the things important to me are achievably. So I truely have..... Nothing to lose!!! A stage 4 prognosis is trecherous. The tumor is non-operable, therefore the source cannot be removed. They offer me no promise.....only a window of hope. In my life I have witnessed the horrible effects of Chemo. However........ If there is a small chance that by slowing this I can make one last trip to Seattle..... spend a few more days with My Sweet Lady.... make that one last trip to my childhood home and see some dear friends... have that one last journey on the bike....however short..... I am willing to take that chance. I will begin treatment tomorrow morning. Please understand....this will not save me.... Only offer me some....Hope. I'm good with that!!! Thank You ALL....sooo much for the....Love!!! Sometimes buying time is worth it to tie up loose ends. My dad and I grew much closer during his treatment. We talked a lot and had he died suddenly we both would have lost a lot more. He was stage four as well. He did chemo and he also did another treatment (expiramental) which did stop some cells from spreading in certain areas. It didn't benefit him, but we hope it will benefit other future patients. In 2007, my son was diagnosed with 4th stage cancer, a very fast spreading cancer...It was in the linings of his lungs and behind his heart...it was inoperative...an aggressive doctor using aggressive treatments saved his life..in August of this year, he was declaired cancer free.. MIRACLES DO HAPPEN! So ghost...fight the good fight and never give up hope. Thanks Viv.....that is inspiring!! Life happens!

Simonedemidova Joined Mon 11/15/10 Posts: 8952	Tue 10/30/12 09:17 PM
I had a good night. Spent it talking with Pyxxie, as many many nights!! Woke this morning not feeling too bad. The new pain meds are helping emencely. Life offers no promises, no gaurantees.......... But it does offer.....Hope On occasion. I have spent this morning talking with the Docs. I want everyone to know what I have decided. In my present state......none of the things important to me are achievably. So I truely have..... Nothing to lose!!! A stage 4 prognosis is trecherous. The tumor is non-operable, therefore the source cannot be removed. They offer me no promise.....only a window of hope. In my life I have witnessed the horrible effects of Chemo. However........ If there is a small chance that by slowing this I can make one last trip to Seattle..... spend a few more days with My Sweet Lady.... make that one last trip to my childhood home and see some dear friends... have that one last journey on the bike....however short..... I am willing to take that chance. I will begin treatment tomorrow morning. Please understand....this will not save me.... Only offer me some....Hope. I'm good with that!!! Thank You ALL....sooo much for the....Love!!! Sometimes buying time is worth it to tie up loose ends. My dad and I grew much closer during his treatment. We talked a lot and had he died suddenly we both would have lost a lot more. He was stage four as well. He did chemo and he also did another treatment (expiramental) which did stop some cells from spreading in certain areas. It didn't benefit him, but we hope it will benefit other future patients. In 2007, my son was diagnosed with 4th stage cancer, a very fast spreading cancer...It was in the linings of his lungs and behind his heart...it was inoperative...an aggressive doctor using aggressive treatments saved his life..in August of this year, he was declaired cancer free.. MIRACLES DO HAPPEN! So ghost...fight the good fight and never give up hope. Wow what an inspiring story! Thanks for sharing!

vivian2981 Joined Thu 04/16/09 Posts: 37289	Tue 10/30/12 09:35 PM
I had a good night. Spent it talking with Pyxxie, as many many nights!! Woke this morning not feeling too bad. The new pain meds are helping emencely. Life offers no promises, no gaurantees.......... But it does offer.....Hope On occasion. I have spent this morning talking with the Docs. I want everyone to know what I have decided. In my present state......none of the things important to me are achievably. So I truely have..... Nothing to lose!!! A stage 4 prognosis is trecherous. The tumor is non-operable, therefore the source cannot be removed. They offer me no promise.....only a window of hope. In my life I have witnessed the horrible effects of Chemo. However........ If there is a small chance that by slowing this I can make one last trip to Seattle..... spend a few more days with My Sweet Lady.... make that one last trip to my childhood home and see some dear friends... have that one last journey on the bike....however short..... I am willing to take that chance. I will begin treatment tomorrow morning. Please understand....this will not save me.... Only offer me some....Hope. I'm good with that!!! Thank You ALL....sooo much for the....Love!!! Sometimes buying time is worth it to tie up loose ends. My dad and I grew much closer during his treatment. We talked a lot and had he died suddenly we both would have lost a lot more. He was stage four as well. He did chemo and he also did another treatment (expiramental) which did stop some cells from spreading in certain areas. It didn't benefit him, but we hope it will benefit other future patients. In 2007, my son was diagnosed with 4th stage cancer, a very fast spreading cancer...It was in the linings of his lungs and behind his heart...it was inoperative...an aggressive doctor using aggressive treatments saved his life..in August of this year, he was declaired cancer free.. MIRACLES DO HAPPEN! So ghost...fight the good fight and never give up hope. Wow what an inspiring story! Thanks for sharing! You're welcome

AndyBgood Joined Thu 12/25/08 Posts: 12437	Tue 10/30/12 09:59 PM
So did you take a stab at Cedar Sinai? Seriously, they advertise that they give hope and get results for patients other doctors gave up hope on. Their numbers for recovery of some of the most untreatable cancers are pretty encouraging.

Mikey117 Joined Mon 11/20/06 Posts: 23736	Wed 10/31/12 03:44 AM
Im doing chemo now and its NO fun but once your body gets used to it, its not so bad!!! My thoughts are with U and prayers too, hang in there I have learned there is ALWAYS Hope!!

josie68 Joined Mon 11/22/10 Posts: 6270	Wed 10/31/12 06:34 AM
Oh Poop.. Love ya heaps and will be praying for you. Hang in there.

wolfchic Joined Wed 09/26/07 Posts: 8036	Wed 10/31/12 08:27 AM
I had a good night. Spent it talking with Pyxxie, as many many nights!! Woke this morning not feeling too bad. The new pain meds are helping emencely. Life offers no promises, no gaurantees.......... But it does offer.....Hope On occasion. I have spent this morning talking with the Docs. I want everyone to know what I have decided. In my present state......none of the things important to me are achievably. So I truely have..... Nothing to lose!!! A stage 4 prognosis is trecherous. The tumor is non-operable, therefore the source cannot be removed. They offer me no promise.....only a window of hope. In my life I have witnessed the horrible effects of Chemo. However........ If there is a small chance that by slowing this I can make one last trip to Seattle..... spend a few more days with My Sweet Lady.... make that one last trip to my childhood home and see some dear friends... have that one last journey on the bike....however short..... I am willing to take that chance. I will begin treatment tomorrow morning. Please understand....this will not save me.... Only offer me some....Hope. I'm good with that!!! Thank You ALL....sooo much for the....Love!!! Sometimes buying time is worth it to tie up loose ends. My dad and I grew much closer during his treatment. We talked a lot and had he died suddenly we both would have lost a lot more. He was stage four as well. He did chemo and he also did another treatment (expiramental) which did stop some cells from spreading in certain areas. It didn't benefit him, but we hope it will benefit other future patients. In 2007, my son was diagnosed with 4th stage cancer, a very fast spreading cancer...It was in the linings of his lungs and behind his heart...it was inoperative...an aggressive doctor using aggressive treatments saved his life..in August of this year, he was declaired cancer free.. MIRACLES DO HAPPEN! So ghost...fight the good fight and never give up hope. WooHoo!Thank God!