Thinking first my boss tries to call me in on my only day off, and then tries asking me to work a split double tomorrow morning.

Um....sorry, boss. I'm already working 73 hours this week, and that would be 2 weekends in a row with 3 doubles in a row. I like money, but not so much that I want to be working 80 hour weeks.

I already have food I have to throw out because I'm never home to actually eat it. I have laundry that needs doing. Cleaning to be done. Bills that I need time to pay before they're actually due. Phone calls to return. Etc.

In short, I have a life outside of work too.

Thinking the walk to work is going to be pretty darn cold ... it's -1F

Thinking I’m annoyed at my Doctors office.

Thinking hot bath before work

Thinking I'm way over due for a little TLC... or a lot actually

((((Delightful))))

Thinking, this cigarette is gooooooood!

sleep

Wondering why I'm getting sick so much, I never used to

Thinking I’m lucky I met someone because after reading stuff from a lot of men in these forums, there aren’t many good men left.

Thinking JBH is right, and how happy I am for her.

Thinking there might still be some decent men out there and I hope River finds one.

It helps if they’re in touch with their feminine side.

Thinking yes it does!

Thinking there is still good men ! They're not limited to Mingle2.

Yes you’re right but sometimes it’s slim pickings

Thinking.... I'm getting a bit hungry and having to cook soon

Thinking a do nothing day, just relaxing in the recliner chair in front of the fire place is just what the doctor ordered... but it sure is tough to not get up and do something. I've been fighting being sick and need a day to rest... so I need to embrace that instead of thinking and feeling I should do more.

Which could be exactly why you get sick so often, to make you slow down and take time for yourself.
From what you say you tend to not do that unless you are ill. So you keep pushing yourself, and do I pick up feeling guilty for not doing something?
Interesting stuff to look at, when you're feeling better of course. But maybe time to look at how you have 'organized' your life. Is it mostly doing stuff for others, and not to you, then it might be time for a change! Get hobbies, or find friends to hang out with, fun things, play time.
In a way it might all come down to self-love. Saying 'Yes!' to yourself (and thus 'no' to others.)
In any case, hope you feel better soon!

Crystal you give good advice, you should be a counselor!

I am, although not a counselor, but a coach. Counseling is not my thing, hihi.