ummm,,, psssst,,,, empty calories,,,,,,

i could whisper, but i don't know what sweet nothings are. and i doubt you'd hear me since i'm so far away. i could probably talk in a normal voice and still not be heard by you.



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fights and feuds while my mom was married.

then just empty while she was single and trying to raise me.




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Someone who would vow to love, honor and cherish me all the days of our lives. Not just consider the terms as guidelines.

fights, feuds, and booze.....yeah it probably affected the way i turned out.....but there's a thing on my myspace page that says it all.....

"damaged people are dangerous because they know they can survive"

knowing what she wants the most at the right time everytime. and its never the same at any given moment.....it could be nothing more then a hug , a kiss, cooking when she has had a bad day, compliments, touches of "I love you" a card, note at the right time when she least expects it. seduction has many faces.. you have to know them all and be comfortable with it.

My father told me once: "The world is a poop sandwich, the more bread ya got, the less poop ya gotta eat." Except he didn't say poop of course. Not really that profound yet still sticks in my head.

That would be my ex telling me that the pastor's wife said I was the biggest nobody she'd ever known....turns out she's not the one who said it (he was).

<typonazi>It's career, btw</typonazi>. While I don't brag about my education, I do often brag about my lack thereof, and get away with it. As for my career, well, it's the only way I get to go outside and play. hutton hutton. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YKhNl-He-yY
http://www.youtube.com/user/osirusoft1

no not there!!!

wrong hole!!!

M. Michiganman

hello all

Mingle 2

My mother use to tell me "You won't live to be 21" WOW I am ???? (we won't go there) but I made it....

hip hip hooray

Mine were when me and the wife divorced ...my two kids saying dad will we see you again............

my first bf.. we were together for almost 4 years.. when he was leaving i was doing the desperate girl crying thing that 19 yr olds will do sometimes.. told him i love him.. he looked at me.. laughed.. and said.. ":love you?? i'm suposed to love you? i could never love you.. have never loved you! NO ONE WILL EVER love you."
i still hear those words in my head..

and my abusive ex.. as he was pulling the trigger to the loaded gun that was pointed at my head.. "i cant have you.. noone can"
*the gun misfired..*

Some of you saying some extremely horrible things happened to you..I can't believe how evil some people can be. It makes me feel like my childhood was a cakewalk to many of you, even though I grown up in poverty.

I got a very simple one. My grandfather used to tell me "Don't worry about anything " - even when there was something very difficult or something bad happened.

Even today, when I'm in a tough situation, I imagine him standing there and telling me , and I suddenly I feel recharged and ready.