This is the real me, and when you have found that attitude, follow it. ...

im following u

Ditto

it seems what first create the intellectual wall, and all other things listed that one's hide behind, is indeed first developed withint he essence of the minds neuro pathways, most by the desire to be loved, as indeed, if this were a root drive and ambition within the human soul, then what each one is most HEARING, and so LEARNING, is HOW SELF DID NOT "GIVE" GOOD LOVE TO ANYTHING THAT BE SPEAKING....

how self did not meet the list of requirments, that each one somehow have tucked away, and only ask trick question's, to see if the answer given match SELF'S OWN ANSWER IT FELT, about any certain thing, and, IF, the next GIVE BACK A MATCH, a blue's clue's game of peek a boo, THEN, WA LAH, MAYBE FRIEND....

then, IF THEY ANSWER CORRECTLY about MORE, well, and they are of the opposite sex, feeling's of "love beams" rocking the heart, as self has found it's drink of water in the dessert it so believes in....

many same answer's, as what self first FELT ABOUT ANYTHING, and indeed, the declaration is declared, OFFICIALLY "IN LOVE"....

so the intellectual game of proving how smart self is, and seeking OUT SAME ANSWER'S, to those self FELT, to find the mate, the one whom shall BELIEVE IN ALL OF SELF, FOR WHAT IT IS....

and this LUCKY ONE, BETTER NOT EVER SAY ONE THING ABOUT SELF THAT IS NOT MOST GOOD, but wait, I TNOUGHT NO ONE WAS PERFECT????

so, iudeed, it appear's since indeed this is true, and none is, THIS CREATE THE MOST SEVERE DISEASE OF ALL THAT EVER DESTROYED ANY LIGING THING CALLED HUMAN, to wanten to hear how self IS PERFECT, and NOT HOW SELF IS NOT....

ironic, that the more self ACTUALLY SEE HOW ITSELF IS NOT, THE MORE IT COULD ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT....

but, indeed, the worlld has become a large vacume machine, churning with LIVE ELECTRICITY, LIVE ENERGY, live thoughts, which are FEELINGS, WHICH ARE ENERGY, and the number one embraced FEELING, is to be told how self IS RIGHT, ABOUT EVERYTHING!!!!

so there is no need to wonder, why and how the "minds" of all human's, that are naturally connected to each other, by way of natural electical magnetic sensory receptor's in the mind itself, why if one stick it's head into the "totally validate me", energy, the ONLY THING THAT CAN END UP IS A TIGER WOODS, as no doubt that is what he was seeking from each potential so called love....

what can be said, until the mind, come to realize, that even if it's body say's itself is happy, IF IT'S MIND DOES NOT AS WELL, there is no peace, which is no love within, and so no true love without....

as indeed, true love most wishes to hear from it's mate, it's accomplice, it's friend, it's lover, it's second set of eye's, what is REALLY SEEN.....

as how can two walk and talk and eat and drink, each telling the other how bad their eyesight as intellect as feeling is????

of course, anything is just for repelling away from this, but, what if the eyesight is faling???

waht is what one think it know, which is what it see intellectually, itself is really only doubting, and it only ask outside to calm it's own doubts, BUT WHY DID IT FIRST HAVE DOUBTS???

as to access half the brain tell's self true, and the other "half" does not, well, is to first call into question, how can self not become delusional, if it first access not all it's feelings as correct....

for each step anything take, it's feeling "afterward", which better be both good and bad feelings, TELL OF WHO SELF REALLY IS, but it seems THESE ARE THE ONE'S MOST TAUGHT TO TRY TO PRETEND ARE NOT THERE, as these say self made a mistake.....

could have done better....

could have loved more....

could have been kinder.....

could have bypassed those words that one knows were only to inflict back AT LEAST JUST A LITTLE OF THE PAIN THAT SELF GOT, from words of another, lol....

and so the cycle repeat, over and over, and evolution of love roll forward, just as evolution of the human body, and of the planet....

ok, sorry for the rant....

needed a break from the routine....

no edit, take for it's own worth

peace

Am too tired to read all this after a long day at work....