One or two episodes of each, every night depending on when I start and when I decide to hit the sack.

Shine on me sunshine
Walk with me world, it's a skippidy doo da day
I'm the happiest girl in the whole U.S.A.
Good morning, mornin', hello sunshine
Wake up, sleepy head
Why'd you move that bojangle clock
So far away from the bed?
Just one more minute that's why we moved it
One more hug or two
Do you love wakin' up next to me
As much as I love wakin' up next to you?
You make the coffee, I'll make the bed
I'll fix your lunch, and you'll fix mine!
Now tell me the truth do these old shoes look funny?
Honey, it's almost nine
Now you be careful, got to go
"I love you, have a beautiful day!"
And kiss the happiest girl in the whole U.S.A.
Skippidy doo da thank you Lord for makin' him for me
And thank you for letting life turn out the way
That I always thought it could be
There once was a time, that I could not imagine
How it would feel to say
I'm the happiest girl in the whole U.S.A.
Now shine on me sunshine
Walk with me world, it's a skippidy doo da day
I'm the happiest girl in the whole U.S.A.
Shine on me sunshine
Walk with me world, it's a skippidy doo da day
I'm the happiest girl in the whole U.S.A.
Shine on me sunshine
Walk with me world, it's a skippidy doo da day
I'm the happiest girl in the whole U.S.A.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ILG1adSSKFs

Whiskey Blues
from
Midnight Whiskey

Duration
4:18:39

Tracklist:

#1 Five Years Of Trouble - Gregg Giarelis

#2 Tennessee Whiskey - Chris Stapleton

#3 Married To The Blues - Danielle Nicole & The Nortons

#4 Drinking Again - John O'Leary

#5 Ain't Enough Whiskey - D Man

#6 Since I've been loving you - Too Mutz Blues Band

#7 The Shadow - Blues Cousins

#8 Tears From My Eyes - Detroit Blues Band

#9 I Just Can't Wait No More - Eddy Wilson's Blues Band

#10 Bringing Home The Blues - Blue Stew

#11 Love Breaks You Down - Howlin' Stone

#12 Elevator To Heaven - Chris Bell

#13 Bad Luck - The Black Circles

#14 Blues Got Me Down - Chris Hicks

#15 I'll Take Care Of You - Big Mike & The Booty Papas

#16 Evening - Tin Pan

#17 Sleepless - Johnnie Lovesin

#18 Blues In My Bottle - Christian Willisohn

#19 Loneliest Road That I Know - Guy Davis

#20 Blue Eyed Angel Blues - Ryan McGarvey

#21 Love Me Tonight - Eva Carboni

#22 Love Is Rough Business - Mystery Train

#23 I Love You More You'll Ever Know - Oli Brown

#24 Love Is A Losing Game - Epi K. Paradox

#25 Dealin' From The Bottom Of The Deck - Gary B.B. Coleman

#26 Mean Mistreater - Dangerous Danny Vinson

#27 Dona Oxford - Red White & Blues

#28 Feelin' good - The Blackmailers Blues Band

#29 My Take On The Blues - Billy Roy Danger & The Rectifiers

#30 Invitation To The Blues - Claudia Bettinaglio

#31 Just When I Needed Her - Porkchop

#32 Hoodoo Woman - Tim Williams

#33 Fade - Tony Tucker

#34 Blue Because Of You - Blues 'n' Trouble

#35 Lonely Room - Chris Cain

#36 Love Is Like A Hammer - Roscoe Chenier

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3rnfLlgWw68

My X and I split up after 25 years and yes, it only took 8 months from the time I noticed a change till I'd had enough.
But just as it takes two to make a marriage, it takes two to break a marriage.
That was over 10 years ago.

Hind-sight really is 20/20. Looking back, I realize I contributed to the problems which broke us. Neither one of us were totally in the wrong and neither of us were totally in the right either.

Honestly understanding what happened helped me be able to move on with my life. At first, I thought I would never find contentment again but as I came to terms with reality, I learned to control my own emotions and that allowed me to make better decisions.

It really doesn't matter why she did what she did or why she continues to do what she does. Our bond has been broken.

Its important to remember we all change over time.
Sometimes the change makes the bond stronger but sometimes the change weakens the bond.
When the change weakens the bond to a certain point, there's no recovery possible.

Consider living in the moment.
Take stock of yourself as a person.
Surround yourself with things which make you, you.
Get rid of everything else.
Build yourself back up, focus on your needs and desires. Its okay.

In order to start a new relationship you must first purge yourself of the old one.
Adopt new habits and start doing new things which are for you, to make you a better you.
Take back your power over your own life. If she is constantly consuming your thoughts and decisions you are giving away your power to her or rather, your memory of her.
Try not to compare your life to what she would like. You are single now, start thinking and acting that way.

Look back on your life and heed the lessons you've learned but don't get lost in them. Gain wisdom from the experiences you have already had. Stop repeating past mistakes.
One definition of insanity is to repeat past mistakes expecting a different outcome.

When she has 2nd thoughts and wants to come 'home' realize that door is now locked and you deserve better. Betrayal can be forgiven but that doesn't mean its forgettable. It also doesn't mean you should open yourself to a replay at a later date.

She may have loved you in the past but she obviously no longer does. She may have been living a lie about loving you and finally decided to stop trying. Either way, its over and you should pocket the wisdom you gained and move along.
Leave her in the past where she belongs. Focus yourself on the present, where you belong. Create a future which gives you the contentment and enjoyment you deserve.

"Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery"

Perhaps you have way too much time on your hands.
Find something to do besides focusing on your neighbors.

Work on your self-esteem. Put your ego in check.

Consider the possibility your neighbors are not actually copying you. You may just be associating their behavior with your own. Stop "watching them" so much.

Consider making friends with your neighbors.

If you think they are dangerous, then consider police involvement but be ready for backlash, especially if your accusations are unfounded.

KISS = Keep It Simple, Stupid

More often than not we tend to be our own worst enemies. We complicate things which don't need to be complicated.

When considering attraction in today's dating environment there are basically two areas of focus, real-world and online. Both experiences are directly affected by your own personal preferences and the personal preferences of those who encounter you.

The ultimate goal is very much the same, to find that person who is attracted to you as much as you are attracted to them.
What gets in the way is expectations, presentation and acceptance.

When we are attracted to someone we tend to put ourselves in proximity of that person.
Online it might mean repeatedly viewing their profile, following them around in forums and social networking sites or messaging them.
In the real-world we tend to bond closest with the ones we are near. Co-workers, social groups and school. If you travel a lot, you may develop preference for a cultural expression or regional body style.

What many fail to realize is the fact there are usually many people who are attracted to you that you never notice because they don't tick all your preference boxes. People who constantly view your profile, always attend the same social functions, insert themselves into your social groups.

If a woman (or man) repeatedly views your profile but they are not quite right for your preferences, do you 'look' at their profile or just ignore it?
When you look at a profile and the picture is very attractive but the profile is poorly written, are they forever off-limits?

In the real-world, is there someone who is always there and focused on you but you never really notice them because their hair is the wrong length or color or they're too short or tall? Have you tried talking to them personally or is every encounter with them kept at a distance and impersonal?

What I'm saying is attraction is not always the most important factor at the beginning.
Attraction can change with familiarity. The closer you get to someone the more you can be attracted to them.

Seeking your mate thru attraction is a dangerous, often foolish practice. Time changes everyone. We are not statues, we are dynamic human beings with unique experiences which effect us both in appearances and behaviors.

You cannot know the nature of a person until you actually interact with them unscripted, over time.

As noted earlier, there must be some type of chemistry tho. The physical attraction is very important because body chemistry can affect a relationship positively and negatively.

If you base your 'worth' on who is attracted to you, you have ego issues you might want to take a look at.

Sometimes love is realized in the strangest places and if you prevent those possible connections, you are only hurting yourself.

Started building an index for part of my new community forum
I have 4 indexes set up so far...

The BigScreen Movies Index
is intended as a quick listing of the
BigScreen Movies Library

An alternative to using Search or Browsing.
Listed by Sub-Forum with each sub-forum list sorted alphabetically.
If a specific movie is not found, check the
BigScreen Movie Sets Index

If still not found, we don't have it...YET.
Please check these indexes Before requesting a movie.

Index Order:
Action Movies
Animated Movies
Anime/Manga Movies
Comedy Movies
Documentary Movies
Drama Movies
Family Movies
Holiday Movies
Holiday Horror Movies
Horror Movies
Monster and Creature Feature Movies
Music and Dance Movies
Science Fiction and Fantasy Movies
SuperHero/Villan Movies
Sports Movies
"BAD" Movies

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The BigScreen Movie Sets Index
is intended as a quick listing of the
BigScreen Movie Sets Library

An alternative to using Search or Browsing.
Listed by Sub-Forum with each sub-forum list sorted alphabetically.
If a specific movie is not found, check the
BigScreen Movies Index

If still not found, we don't have it...YET.
Please check these indexes Before requesting a movie.

Index Order:
Action Movie Sets
Animated Movie Sets
Anime/Manga Movie Sets
Comedy Movie Sets
Documentary Movie Sets
Drama Movie Sets
Family Movie Sets
Holiday Movie Sets
Holiday Horror Movie Sets
Horror Movie Sets
Monster and Creature Feature Movie Sets
Alien Creature Movie Sets
Giant Monster (Kaiju) Movie Sets
Gamera Collection
Godzilla Collection
Music Movie Sets
Science Fiction and Fantasy Movie Sets
SuperHero/Villan Movie Sets
Sports Movie Sets
"BAD" Movie Sets
Syfy/Asylum Movie Sets

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The SilverScreen TV Shows Index
is intended as a quick listing of the
SilverScreen TV Shows Library

An alternative to using Search or Browsing.
Listed by Sub-Forum with each sub-forum list sorted alphabetically.
If a specific show is not found, check the
TV Show Universe Sets Index

If still not found, we don't have it...YET.
Please check these indexes Before requesting a show.

Index Order:
Action TV Shows
Animated TV Shows
Anime/Manga TV Shows
Comedy TV Shows
SitComs
Comedy Variety Shows
Late Night Comedy Shows
Documentary TV Shows
Drama TV Shows
Soap Opera TV Shows
Horror TV Shows
Kids Horror Shows
Music and Dance TV Shows
Game Show TV
Reality TV Shows
Science Fiction and Fantasy TV Shows
SuperHero TV Shows
Sports TV Shows

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The TV Show Universe Sets Index
is intended as a quick listing of the
TV Show Universe Sets Library

An alternative to using Search or Browsing.
Listed by Sub-Forum with each sub-forum list sorted alphabetically.
If a specific show is not found, check the
SilverScreen TV Shows Index

If still not found, we don't have it...YET.
Please check these indexes Before requesting a show.

Index Order:
Action TV Universes
Animated TV Universes
Anime/Manga TV Universes
Comedy TV Universes
Documentary TV Universes
Drama TV Universes
Cop/Fire/Law/Medical Drama TV Universes
Horror TV Universes
Music and Dance TV Universes
Science Fiction and Fantasy TV Universes
Star Trek TV Universe
Star Wars TV Universe
SuperHero TV Universes
Misc TV Universes

This was a fantastic film!
Well worth watching.

County Line - All In is the sequel to County Line (No Jeff Fahey) It does have Tom Wopat tho.

Still working on my new forum community.
Had to tweak permissions and set up moderator permissions.
This week planning to finish the indexes and write the disclaimers and tutorials.
I still need to write the staff tutorials and task descriptions.
Haven't decided how to populate the arts, games and literature sections.

Current Hierarchy
Owner/Administrator < Me
-Full community control
-Final authority
-Full Administrator Panel Authority

Site Moderator (Global) < Temp fill (Me)
-Full content/member authority
-Staff training and control
-Maintains Affiliation Networking
-Limited Administrator Panel Authority
< All Staff

Library Administrator < Filled
-Authority of Content subjects
-Top authority of site library
-Limited Administrator Panel Authority
< Senior Library Moderator < Library Mod1 < Library Mod2 < General Moderators

Member Administrator < Temp fill (Me)
-Authority of Member relations and conduct
-Top authority of member behavior
-Limited Administrator Panel Authority
< Senior Member Moderator < Member Mod 1 < Member Mod2 > General Moderators

Game Administrator < Not Filled
-Authority and control of all Game sections
-Top Authority over content and member behavior in the games sections
-Limited Administrator Panel Authority
< Senior Game Moderator < Game Mod1 < Game Mod2 < General Moderators

Arts Administrator < Not Created Yet
-Authority and control of all Artwork sections
-Maintains integrity of community image banks
-Maintains integrity of off-site images hosting content
-Limited Administrator Panel Authority
< authority of Arts moderator team

Literature Administrator < Not Created Yet
-Authority and control of all Literature sections
-Limited Administrator Panel Authority
< Authority of Literature moderator team

Granted Moderator Authority based on participation
< General Moderator
< General Moderator
< General Moderator
< General Moderator
< General Moderator

Currently I've set up some of the staff powers and hierarchy but I've yet to create staff descriptions in the Staff Offices Training Section.

During construction I created the sections and sub-forums - still tweaking as I populated them

I wrote the Library Indexes and have been busy populating them
My Library Admin has been adding content to match the indexes.

I've started adding content to the Library Discussion sections as a 'starter', including polls and reviews, even general discussion subjects

I've yet to populate the image banks, game sections, literature sections & artwork sections

I've yet to create tutorials in the community and staff sections.

I've yet to seek out and populate affiliations, create a linking banner and establish a community logo.

I've yet to increase the member avatar gallery.
I've created a Pinterest image account and Youtube video account.

I need to create vector image graphics for site graphics
I need to precode "copy&paste" staff BBCode.

Might be mid or late July before I can unlock the site

When you have invited him home for a nightcap and it starts getting really hot and heavy, go 'freshen up' and return with a clipboard of papers requiring he print his full name and date of birth, then sign this responsibility and conduct agreement before you can continue.

Before the date, clear a space on your trophy board and print her name and the date of your 'date' on the empty panty bag.

When you first get her home, show her your video camera, bragging you have others that are even smaller.

"That? That's a fever blister but its okay, I get them all the time"

During your dinner he suddenly gets quiet and starts to turn red. Then you smell it...and you keep on smelling it the entire date.

"I just queefed!" she says every time you touch her.

During the date make an excuse to search your purse and 'accidentally' allow all FOUR condoms to fall on the table.

When the bill for the dinner arrives, pull out your wallet and make sure she sees the condom ring deforming it.

After the date, call her an uber telling her you would offer her a ride but mom always checks the mileage on her car.

Carry a sock in your pocket and when she invites you in for a nightcap, place the sock on her doorknob.

Once the door is closed, lock every lock and study every window and door in view.

When you go to his place, run and check every room, find the bathroom and scream "Wanna Take A BATH?"

When he takes you to his place he tells you to "Stand Here while I check to see if dad needs his diaper changed"
Then he comes back and says, "not yet but it should be soon....wanna help?"

Beforehand tell her to mind the 3rd step because it creaks and we don't wanna wake up my parents.

As soon as you get home with her, turn on the PlayStation and sit down...pat the seat beside you invitingly.

Immediately go to his bedroom and place your birth control pills on his night stand.

At her place, check the washing machine floor to see if it shows a constant 'out of balance' condition.

Always keep at least 1/2 a box of condoms beside your bed in case he comes home with you.

Have pictures of your EX in frames in the living room and pictures of your kids in the bedroom. In fact, cover all your walls with family pictures.

Have a double fold out picture gallery in your wallet and show her all your history when she asks you to tell her a bit about you...starting with your most recent EX.

Continuing to build my new forum community

From our point of view that is pretty much correct and does make sense.

However, if you consider time is movement (the constant series of change of state) and movement is heat, time doesn't really stop, it speeds up.
It only appears to stop relative to our observations.

Black holes are stars on overdrive, Very Hot because they are superMassive. Its gravitational influence is related to its mass.

Heat is movement. At absolute zero (true absolute zero) there is no movement, matter is stopped (frozen). Therefore, Time is stopped.

For time to stop within the event horizon of light, the black hole would need to be at true absolute zero.


While I agree Einstein's theories were cutting edge during that time period many of his theories have also proven inaccurate or down right wrong at our current level of understanding.
Hawking dedicated much of his time to black holes but much of his theories are also just educated guesses.
As time passes, science self-corrects itself.
Theory is important but always yields to fact.

Fact: Heat is movement
Fact: Stars are collections of mass
Fact: Stars are very hot
Fact: Supermassive stars can become 'black holes'
Fact: Gravity is related to mass
Fact: Time is movement, without movement, time stops
Fact: Relativity is reference from observation. Assessment is relative to the observer.

Just as there is a visible light spectrum and invisible light spectrum there may also be an observable and unobservable time spectrum.
Which may indicate time lapse above a certain point may appear, to an observer, as time has stopped.

The light event horizon is where light cannot escape the gravity well of super mass. However, observation with instrumentation proves the light event horizon is not spherically equilateral.
We 'detect' gamma jets from the poles of supermassive stars and black holes.
This fact indicates black holes are spherical, spinning balls of mass which have an equator and axis poles. Gamma radiation escapes the light event horizon at its weakest point which is at the poles. Gamma is a super fast part of the spectrum and is extremely hot because movement is heat.

If time stops within the light event horizon, not only would a black hole never gain mass, it could not expel gamma at its poles.

If a black hole were a 'hole' it would not change mass and all black holes would be the same because the mass would 'fall thru the hole'.
The fact black holes have different masses and relative sizes is proof it is not a 'hole' but an accumulation of mass.

Also, if it were a 'hole' it would not be super hot and not expel super hot gamma radiation from its poles. It also would not have 'poles' or an 'equator.

It stands to reason if a black hole is a single mass (a hyper massive particle of matter with relative gravitational influence) when no more matter is available to increase its mass, the black hole stabilizes and begins to cool.
It still has its mass and still has its gravitational influence but it has no more matter(mass) to increase its size. It has literally cleared out all the mass within its influence. It stops moving becoming a chunk of frozen mass.

The stars (galaxies) in the Hubble Deep Field are detected because we detect the radiation from those objects over time. It 'looks' back in time.
Our observable Universe is approximately 27.4 billion light years in diameter spherically. 13.7 billion light years spherically from our point of reference.
It follows reason many of the radiations sources we detected may no longer be visible because the have lost mass accumulation and reached absolute zero.

Any mass at absolute zero would be undetectable. However, the mass and the influence of that mass would continue to exist.
This would account for the missing mass and influence we currently call Dark Matter and Dark Energy.
If the trinary stars of the Centauri system were to all reach absolute zero they would still exist and still have gravitational influence but would go Dark because there would be no heat to detect.

We don't actually know how big the Universe actually is because much of it is Dark (frozen).


I've read quantum black holes are created at CERN.
CERN detected the Higgs Boson.
According to what I've read and heard, quantum singularities (quantum black holes) are observed during collisions.
The erupt and wink back out.
The problem with this concerns the fact quantum observations are extremely difficult for us right now.
It also concerns the fact we may not be able to detect the singularity husk at that size and possibly at its temperature.
CERN collisions are extremely hot. Our detectors are calibrated to read activity with range of the expected temperatures. If the tiny(quantum) husk of the singularity's temperature falls below the calibration limits, it would be undetected.
Since it would be quantum, we may not be able to detect it when we do decide we should look for it.
Plus, it may have moved in relation to where it was first detected and on a quantum scale, could be lightyears from its point of origin.
No matter the size, from a supermassive or hyper black hole to a quantum singularity black hole, if it reaches absolute zero, we will not be able to detect it but it would still be there and still have influence within its domain.

I just finished season 2 of Stranger Things and I'm impressed.
At first I thought it was a kids show because it focused on kids but this show would terrorize some of the younger kids.
Some truly terrifying depictions and the creatures are cool too.
I read season 5 has been greenlit.

Been working on a new forum community.
I still have it locked while I set it all up.
There's a lot that still need done before I open it.

Gunna need some moderators and two more administrators.

Its an arts and entertainment community which supports fandom discussions.

Movies, TV shows, music, artworks, games and literature along with discussions and personalized galleries.

Relationships which start online.

I've had 3 relationships which started with online interaction.
The first failed almost immediately because she lied. It was the longest online interaction before we met.
The second lasted about a year and a half at which time she lied (and was secretely doing crack). It was online interaction for about 4 months and phone interaction for about 1 month before we actually met.
The current one has lasted about 4 years and is strong, loving and equal. We only exchanged a few messages (under 1 month) before we actually met.

I have never dated anyone online.
I used the online tools, located someone of interest and actually dated in the real world.

A 'relationship' is interaction between two or more parties.
You can have a relationship with a toaster.
You have a relationship with anyone you interact with.
However, the intent of relationship in this case is the romantically inclined relationship.

Online, you can have a romantically inclined relationship with the representation of the person you meet.
However, you at the mercy of their honesty.
If you never meet, you can't know if they are who and what they say they are.
You may be falling in love with a kid, an old perve or a serial killer.
So, online relationship is more like a fantasy than a documentary.

The ONLY WAY you can actually build a relationship with someone is to actually go out and meet them, face 2 face.
Even after meeting with them face 2 face, to build the relationship you need to spend unscripted time with them, naturally & honestly. This allows you to build trust in each other.

Trust leads to love.
Break that trust bond and love falls away.
Lies break the bonds of trust.

In my current relationship she is who and what she said she was online. She keeps her word, makes no promises she doesn't intend to keep and...she trusts me.
This allows me to trust her.
Our relationship is built on trust and honestly.

There's not many these days who can say the same.

As an adult woman you should know what kind of movies you like.
If your mom & dad picked everything for you, time to go your own way.

Rent about 5 different movies and watch them.
Note the movies you like best and look for more like those.

Go you youtube and watch a bunch of movie trailers.
Look for and watch the ones you like.

You don't need someone else to tell you what movies you should watch.
You don't need someone else to tell you what foods you should eat.
You don't need someone else to tell you what music you should like.
You don't need someone else to tell you which person you should love.

Its Okay to like what you like.
That's what makes you, YOU.

If you allow others to decide what makes you, you become someone you are not...their version of you.
Always be your version of you, you are the only person on the entire planet who is qualified to be you.
Trying to be someone else's version of you fills your life with confusion, turmoil and inner stress.

I found all them online.
In fact its where I got the posters - from the streaming page.

Believe it or not Ambulance was a really good movie...unexpected.

For some Retro TV Shows to watch have a look at my forum - just posted a bunch and have lots more yet to add...

https://ghostown.freeforums.net/board/3/ghosttown-tv

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