Yes VERY VERY few people under 30 can even hold a real conversation, all they look forward to is Friday night getting drunk and not remembering life.

Today she finally told me she loved me truly...



My heart is melting

I don't use lines or techniques to pick up women, I've always found it easiest to just show your personality and work on your environment to make her smile.

She's MY Girlfriend :P

I find older women just as attractive, if not more, than younger. I get physically turned off from younger girls because most of the ones I meet are slutty and dirty, but now I just don't give a damn because I found my baby for life so all the young ones who think they're hot sh*t can go fly a kite.

This is for you Jessie, my one true love
My Guardian Angel sent from Heaven above
I love her so much, with all my heart
When she's not around I fall apart

Her beauty is unmatched, like nothing ever seen
I've earned her love, my gorgeous queen
I hear the sorrow of love's gone wrong
No need to fear, I know she's strong

She runs her fingers along my face
A love so pure, what a sweet embrace
I give her myself, together at last
What seems like hours is over so fast

I feel so scared, not accepting fate
Afraid she'll leave me, find something to hate
I've waited so long to hold her tight
Everything we do just feels so right

Forever Together

lol nope ^_^ He's down at the bar playing poker, this'll be our little secret hehe

Me and my brother are sort of emotionally-apart, in the sense that we keep our "relationship" to just being buddies more than brothers.

I found this poem on my brother's computer, didn't know he was this deep or thoughtful, maybe the 19 years I've known him I haven't really known him.

Her Love

She walks into the room and turns on the light
She grabs a blanket for the cold night
searches the room for her love
but she knows that she won't find her dove

She sits down in their favorite chair
She looks up in despair
remembers all of the good times they had
but now she feels empty and sad

She feels a deep sadness that just lingers
She wishes that one last time she could feel the touch of his fingers
looking down at his picture she cries
but she knows one day she will be with him again when she dies

Yes, the power of the sun in the palm of your hand. LOL

I used to wonder that too, how it could be that all the bullsh*t would end. Honestly I don't think it's over, or that it ever ends, but when I found my Jessie things went from bad to bareable, it took me 19 years to find her and all the pain was worth it. Don't give up.

I like everything natural, but that's just me

I do believe we can change our fate, and change what happens to us, but I do believe in Destiny. I believe we are all meant for something, but what that is won't be known until it's time. Who we choose to be and who we choose to be around says who we are.

It is up to us all to make choices, whether it's blowing things off and not caring because you think life is too short, or getting very serious and wanting to make a big change, it all matters in the end...it all makes us who we are, and who we are is the most important thing in life. How we each define ourselves in this life will make us worth remembering.

Perfection...what is it? Is it a baker's dozen being 13? Is it having no fear walking the streets? Is it finding true love? No, no I don't think so. The dictionary says Perfect is the absolute best, with no superior...and I gotta say, that's a good description of our world.

It sounds crazy, yes, but bare with me and let me finish my rant. If you really think about it, perfection is the equal balance of good and evil. If the world were filled with nothing but good, than how perfect would that really be? How many times can you really talk about how great something is? If every person you met was the nicest and most caring person in the world, would you remember them?

What makes us all unique and special, is who we are on the inside. We all need each other and need what we all are. Nice guys need jerk guys, or we wouldn't be "nice guys" they would be just...well...guys.... Good girls need "loose" girls, else why would they be good? Of course, only looking at it like this is one-sided again, only thinking of the good ones.

I think to really understand this you'd have to say I'm delving into religion, and maybe I am, but there are those who understand and those who don't, thus perfection. It sounds pretty stupid to think like this, some people think "why would a God let such bad things happen?" and the answer is simple: God is Perfect, just like us.

The world cannot be only good or only bad, each of us have to have a little of both inside to balance things out. If you look at all the small things, like how we react to a person's race, seeing an expensive car driving, what you think of a person when you see them, it all blends perfectly.

What's the point of this post? There isn't really one, it may get a few people thinking, a few responses of "wtf is this guy talking about" and than forgotten, which is what's supposed to happen. Even those who stand out amongst the crowd are just playing their part. Of course this sounds like I'm saying there's no point to life, but in fact, there is. Though I do not believe people can truly change, I do believe we all grow into who we are supposed to be, and the world needs the good people just as much as the bad.

The world is full of hate, probably more so than love, and it can seem lop-sided at times, but what really matters in life is the small things, the little things that put that real smile on our faces and waking up in the morning and feeling good about who you are and what you've done. There may not be a special someone for everyone, but a heart full of love will lead you to Paradise.

My Fairlady Z is dented, scratched, and I can't seem to go a week without stalling her, but for what it's worth, it was worth it all.

Luxury Schmuxury, the only thing that matters is what's "under the hood"

Cheer's to you bro

That hits too close to home for me

Mine gets the looks from all da ladiezzzz

I think my car is hotter than yours

300ZX > All