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| Topic: What r u thinking about right now?? - part 12 | |
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I'm thinking that emotional pain lets us know we are alive, and we have to go through that pain to live stronger...............Well that or drugs help a lot.   Too bad it doesn't work the same as a physical injury where you can take pain meds and still heal. I was hurt in Viet Nam and spent 7 months in the hospital.....When my best friend and lover crashed on her way home to me, leaving her in a semi coma it took 7 months to get a grip........Time my friend....time and friends will get you through the things life throws at you.......See your already a little farther down that path. They do have meds that will stop you from feeling emotional pain, but it is a bandaid, the pain that we must go through will still be there after the drugs effect is gone..... Thank you for the reminder that time will help. Wonder if I'll ever feel like celebrating the 4th again? My neice and possibly the exboyfriend she stole from me had that baby girl early Sunday morning. Hurting so bad again I just wanna curl up in a ball and die. I don't think it's his, don't think my niece matters to him either. He's wanted a baby for so long, and she just wants someone to take care of her, she doesn't love him either. They are only using each other. They will figure it out about each other someday, but it doesn't make me feel any better. I was still thrown away because I'm broken and can't have babies. At least my new great-niece is healthy and she's beautiful, just wonder how long til I can get past this pain and if I'll get to know her someday. How much time to heal this wound??? |
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Edited by
Rondoobie
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Mon 07/05/10 04:26 PM
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I'm just a mess right now, didn't mean to double post
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........Hummm I really need to do more today then I have done
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Yoga class time!
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thinking glad got to watch days today will miss it tomorrow though going to lunch lol
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One of the things that annoys me most is having to wake up a particular time. Really. I have things to resolve in my dreams and I'd prefer if that not boil over into my waking life.
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I'm thinking that tomorrow is going to get here entirely too fast.
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I am thinking this klondike bar is good
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I am thinking that even if I was feeling horrible all day I was able to push myself to get my room clean, and I got even more progress today. Finished going through all my clothes and giving a whole lot of clothes away. Now it is time for bed.
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Life and what i want to get out of it......
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thinking about ALL OF THE RAIN we are getting!!!!!!!!!!
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Oh good idea....I'm going to put my rain sounds on to go to sleep tonight.
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thinking about the cute guy that came into my work tonight!
 
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I`m thinking about taking a vacation somewhere!
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bla
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blue tigers. I have no idea why. blue tigers with a conan the barbarian type riding one, fighting a ice dragon. all painted on the side of a van.
van art needs a comeback. |
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thinking of a new vehicle...............
car or truck....car of truck??????????????? |
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Metaphysics.
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Superman Ice Cream!!
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the movie "Constantine" makes me want to smoke
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