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Tue 05/03/16 08:52 PM

Actually it is quite good. And I read this poem thread from several of your other posts that seem intriguing and insightful.

I don't know if it was suppose to be a poem or a statement but I was so struck by your post on Anger I copied it and have been creating a coloring page so I can frame it.

Would be quite pleased if you chose to share your writing talents.


On anger? I don't remember that one. Wow that makes me feel good to hear, thank you very much, but I have to be honest, there is no talent. I wrote that in about 10 minutes (never spent more than 30 min on one) and posted it. I feel everything too much, so everything has an affect on me I guess. The way these always come about is, something is truly having an affect on me & sometimes I'm trying to make sense of it all and a line or 2 pops in my head, so I just type it out & try to write the rest as fast as I can. That way I'm not 2nd guessing my words, or trying to make it sound better.

It's more real when I'm typing the words as quickly as they enter my mind. May turn out sloppy, but it's always 100% real and a perfect representation of what's happening in my screwed up mind at the time :smirk:

Thank you again. I never share certain things so I was sure I'd regret it but rain & yourself have removed the regret & made me feel ok with it. I appreciate you both.

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Tue 05/03/16 08:10 PM

blushing blushing

Very talented.


⤴ Uplifting

Mental & emotional instability is often confused with talent :grin:

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Tue 05/03/16 08:05 PM
Welcome...glad to have you :wink:

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Tue 05/03/16 08:03 PM
Running amok came from the “Amuco,” ... these guys were Javanese and Malay warriors who were known for their penchant for indiscriminate violence.

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Tue 05/03/16 07:56 PM
Different (from the rest, in a good way. The diamond in a city of broken glass so to speak :smirk:)

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Tue 05/03/16 07:03 PM

I have no clue why in the world you would regret this...
So full of emotion.That it touched me deeply..
I can't really even explain it.
So I will bow down and say thank you...flowerforyou :heart:


Really? :-/ Well thank you , that was unexpected

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Tue 05/03/16 05:59 PM
Empathetic

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Tue 05/03/16 05:56 PM
WHAT WILL BECOME OF ME
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What will become of us who are lost?
Who's indestructible wills and unquenched minds, become our greatest cost.
We are many, yet we are also few.
We're taught it's darkest before the the dawn.
Yet in the back of our minds, we know the opposite is also true.
Maybe you're scared to hold our hand.
Maybe we are too difficult to understand.
We protect our beloved.
To the end we'll fight.
Yet we are flawed
We'll search for the embodiment of our forever.
To guide us from wrong and lead us to right.
The shadowy figures In the corner
Their touch never dies.
They laugh at our belief, as they do not hide from our eyes.
Yet invisible is the light to reveal the lies.
The leader I am, will forever fight and unite the blind to my cause.
Such a waste of resolve, as battles fought, remain within my self constructed walls.
A tribune with no Ceasar.
Scattered faith with no leader.
Guide me
Strike me
Heal my confused soul.
Years of walking into walls
Endless rising from countless falls
.....My sole desire to merely feel whole.
Leaders need a leader
To make clear our inner fight.
I only wish to know why it's there.
To find the one who can guide my heart to something bright.
........What will become of me?

-Nurse Hawkins-

This is about those of us who want to believe but as strong as we are, we still don't know how.
I've written tons of crap but never shown anyone. Not sure why I am now ...Pretty sure I'll regret it :blush::wave:

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Tue 05/03/16 04:55 PM
Incomplete

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Tue 05/03/16 04:53 PM
Show me faith without proof. Teach me how to believe.

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Tue 05/03/16 04:48 PM
Oh so many many ways for me to show you How your dogma has abandoned you. Pray, Never stray, never break, Never choke on a lie.
Even though he's the one who did this to you. You never thought to question why.

-Maynard James Keenan-

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Tue 05/03/16 04:43 PM
Time will see us realign. Diamonds rain across the sky. Shower me into the same realm.

-Chino Moreno-

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Tue 05/03/16 02:24 AM

Well if I hav to pick. Then I guess I should pick you!!!! :wink:


Count me in :wink: :kiss:

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Tue 05/03/16 12:15 AM
Yes (delivered furniture for 4 years before I got my massage therapy & nursing licenses)

Have you ever been zapped with a stun gun?

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Tue 05/03/16 12:10 AM
Dog Day Sunrise - Fear Factory

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Tue 05/03/16 12:07 AM
No

Have you ever saved a life?

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Tue 05/03/16 12:06 AM
On a hike through through the mountains and at the top, a picnic while watching the sun going down...maybe I'm weird but that sounds like a good day to me.

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Tue 05/03/16 12:01 AM

Argo63...


Putting a name out there..Good on you! ;-)


I'd fly to Sitka someday to kiss the rain :lips::cyclone::rose::tulip:

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Mon 05/02/16 10:15 PM
Stimulating :revolving_hearts:

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Mon 05/02/16 09:18 PM
passionate :love_hotel:

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