I feel like making different parody video's, of different celebrities. It could turn out so wrong.

My flippin wifi signal is so slow. The last time I join Vodafone. None of the staff are available most of the time. What a crappy service.


maybe I could re-create Miley Cyrus 'Wrecking Ball' video, naked.

I'd be like "Go ahead", because like others have said in the past, if you've got nothing to hide, then why worry? I feel a bit dodgy about people who worry over their private life being leaked. It just makes me wonder why they're so paranoid about it.

This "white light" thing happened to me twice in life.

Once when I was still under anaesthetic, in hospital, it felt like I had literally been dropped from high up, onto my bed, because I felt my body drop onto it. I felt my eye's go into the back of my head, but it didn't hurt. You could just feel it. I felt a floating sensation, and felt my body disconnect from itself, and felt I was both in my body, and out of my body, both at the same time. One of me was literally watching the other me who was asleep on the bed. This has also happened at home once before, too. Gotta admit, although it was scary, I also found it fascinating.


Oh, and I've had quite a few abdominal hernia's, over the last few years. I thought I'd been stabbed in my left side at first. It just hurt so much. You don't notice it coming on, either, but then the pain just gets worse, and you feel nauseus, then your breathing gets laboured. If a pain like that, doesn't humble you, then hell, because I'm not sure anything much else could. I was honestly crying like a baby. You'll definitely know you have one if you get one. And people wonder why I look pale

So my hair is now blonde again, but wait...................this isn't proper blonde, it's BRASS. Flippin brass. . Hope it doesn't need much more pre-lightening till it gets back to it's original colour.

Some people are happy to do that. It depends on the two involved. I'd have an fwb if I was asked. But we'd both have to agree to it, first. It's a personal thing.

Chris Smith with the news

In all honesty though, two radio DJ's would have my ideal personality traits of a male lover, so for any UK men who listen, it's Greg James and Matt Edmondson. Very funny and lovely men.

Cool. Glad you feel you can talk about it openly :) :hug:. I'm guessing you proposed because you feel so connected to her. I'm so sorry that you feel you've tried everything. I guess all we can do is take it with a grain of salt. It's so hard to figure out. Can totally understand what you're going through. Just keep hope, and try not to let it get you down. Also, try and give HER hope, whenever you can :)

Absolutely. If a guy doesn't continue contacting me, then I just assume he's lost interest and I move on. So when you DO find someone you want, make sure you keep e-mailing them.

I can roll with the best of em ;)

If it's a drunk ex calling you, tell him to do one. You don't need to hear his heavy breathing and silence. Just tell him quite blatantly down the phone, that he needs help for his "oncoming asthma", and that you're not experienced in the medical field to see to asthma problems. ;)

Especially if it's Bruno Mars. He'd even jump infront of a train for ya. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.



Miley, is that you?

It's so difficult to know whether they're being themselves at times. I have a bipolar ex, and I promised him that I'd be there for him "incase there's an emergency". Surely you'd get what I mean by "emergency". I think it's a shame. He's only been in hospital with it once, and it was no fun listening to how he overdosed. It broke my heart when he told me how the voices were bullying him/urging him to off himself. It's bad enough being bullied by others, but when it's from your own mind, well sheesh. I remember him once saying to me "If I don't take you home right now, I may end up harming you". That scared me like hell. All I can do is look out for him. I suggest you keep her at a distance, until she can show you she isn't gonna take off when she feels like it. I know. Glad I'm not the only one going through it. I try to reassure him. Maybe print information about for her from the internet. Even forum discussion's. Could she join group therapy? Is she on medication at all?

Maybe Patrick Swayze in 'Dirty Dancing'. Well, those steamy scene's really turned me on :P Nothing better than a guy you can dance with. Always thought The Tango was one sexy piece of music. Even if that makes me sound crazy.

Okay, that makes sense. I sometimes wondered this myself. Now my father can back away, because I'm over eighteen.

Sometimes I can't help but picture my dad roasting one of my ex's on a bonfire. And other harmful shiz. Father's are way protective.

The funny thing is, way before dating forums existed, money wouldn't even come into the equation. It was only known to me, this "money vs love" theory, as soon as I joined dating site's. So I'm only reading others experiences of it. It does shock me that people were used for money, because again, it just wasn't what happened in my life, before these site's existed?

Sorry. I know this is a bit off-topic, but just wanted to tell you how awesome I think your hair colour is. I love it.

Money may be practical, but it will never bring me as much pleasure as being in a relationship. Everrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :P

Not really. I'm 5 ft 6, and felt I was really tall, until I met men who were ALWAYS taller than me. . And they tower over me. I don't mind. It would just keep me warmer in winter when we hug, meaning his arms can go a long way. One guy once gave me a fireman's lift. It was scary. . I wonder if passer's-by thought we were on our honeymoon, because we just looked like a pair of nana's not giving a shiz.

A cop? Is your heart arrested? Will you whip out the golden handcuffs? I'm just jokin ;)